By: Patricia

Patricia — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 21:36:43 +0000

YES! Please do write a book, Engtovo– [in your copious free time! LOL]– It would be such a help to me to have a summary of your spiritual insights ALL IN ONE PLACE, in a book that I could hold in my very own hands! I never know how much I am missing in my random blundering through Posts, Podcasts, Downloads, Comments, Forums and the myriad other computer mysteries to be found on your site. (Or any OTHER site! You and Randy have been wonderfully patient and helpful in making this site accessable (sp?) to Cyber Virgins like myself. But this stuff is far more strange and incomprehensible to me than any ascension teaching I have yet encountered! ) I am trying to backtrack and get some of the earlier teachings from your recordings of Bestali (sp?), and those Eden Sessions, and, well…. LOADS of other stuff! Working full-time, I struggle to find the time to actually sit down and listen to a full recording, except on weekends. With the written word, in hardcopy, it can be taken from place to place, read slowly or skimmed quickly…… Well, anyway, I applaud the idea of your book(s) Engtovo, though I can only imagine the amount of work involved, and it’s not like you’re sitting around all day eating bon bons! LOL
I’ve heard you say, many times, that we must outgrow the need to have others do the spiritual work for us. [That DO FOR thing.] I agree in principle but, unfortunately, I tend towards a lack of self confidence in discerning spiritual matters for myself (ie. I have no faith in my ability to psychically discern my ass from a hole in the ground filled with Dark Entities!!!) Like a child, I want others to do the hard work for me, so I won’t have to keep confronting my fear of failure over and over and over again. [This is mostly true in the realm of psychic experience and energy discernment.] So anyway, I turn to this site for guidance and spiritual inspiration because Scott has recommended it, and I have found it, and you Engtovo, to be honest, dedicated, generous, and ………. this stuff FEELS true. Still, would I even know the difference if you were the Queen of the Dark Entities??? HA! I have no idea! All I have access to, for the most part, is my conscious mind, my intellect, and that’s not gonna take me very far in this realm! So, while time is running out, I will keep trying to learn, prepare, and spiritually grow up. A book of your would be an invaluable resource. This site is an invaluable resource! For that (whether or not you write a book) I am already grateful. Thank-you. Blessed Be!
And, I express Gratitude for this Abundance!

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By: Patricia