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Abundance Project – Deal Breakers

Posted by Engtovo on July 21, 2008

I sent out the abundance project information to a few people in my email contacts.  Zac Taylor responded with and email he called Abundance Project – Deal Breakers.  I think is a pretty arrogant email.  He sent the response to everyone on the list, which upset quite a few people.  To me it is pure fear mongering and I certainly did not expect it from him.  Quoted is the email he sent to us followed by my response.

I am Teneagles, my specific Lakota medicine was given to me by the Wakan at the age of eight, is Raincalling. I am Brother to the Thunders, and have a direct connection to Spirit, as should be of all practicioners Spirit. In my path I also have studied and mastered many other traditions as well, and have had long conversation with both Spirit, and the other Masters of those traditions as well, on the basic truth rules of maifestation.

I have also seen this kind of well intentioned “collective” manifestation approach many times over the past decades. Some prevailed and some failed, but not from the reasons most would assume. It always bioled down to the first, second and third rules of manifesation that Spirit programmed into the Illusion. The first, YOUR CONNECTION TO SPIRIT IS DIRECT, is often forgotten in collective attempts. You need no other person to manifest, nor does the energy from Spirit lend itself to collection in the first place. You ask from Spirit, Spirit gives directly. No need for intercessors, nor “spiritual batteries” like the”balloon”.

In fact, whenever you try to connect two or more practicioners together, the second rule of manifestation, INTENT IS EVERYTHING rules the outcome and often makes the group think they made the manifestation as a collective. The truth is, INTENT cannot be “pumped up”, only energy can, so when a group attemps to focus on a single intent, interpretations, personal prejudices, and many other issues actually cause the dilution of the intent pool as a whole. Since your connection to Spirit is direct, when you place it directly before Spirit, there is no chanmce of misinterpretation, as no language barriers can occur. Spirit knows the pure Intent witout words. When a group try collect Intent, all forms of misinterpretation can and will occurs from the differences each person has in their understanding of the principles of manifestation.

Furthermore, once the energy is pooled, the strongest and purest Intent will use it completely. If that Intent is destructive, pure distruction will occur, for in everything is its opposite. Out of destruction creation and manifestation occur, so filters will allow it to happen, even though their creators had other Intentions for those filters when they were placed on the energy.

When everyone has the same Intent, it is the one with the purest form of that Intent that creates the outcome. So if the outcome looks liek the spoken intent, it looks to the group, like a success, because no-one had counter-intent and the purest one made it happen.

This is proven out by the failures of the majority of such endeavors. I have found that when someone has a counter-intent in the group, even subconsciously, if it is the purest it will aim the outcome, which makes the entire group think they “failed” at the proposed group intent.

Finally, the third rule of manifestion, HETRODYNE IS THE EASIEST MANIFESTATION TOOL NEXT TO DIRECT CONNECTION, is a reinforcement of the first rule, and the only way more than one practicioner can actually manifest collectively. Even then, in the process of the hetrodyne release between the practicioners, at a point just before creshendo and big bang, where the Intent must be focused, it can be changed by the final holder of the hetrodyne to become anything. So only trusting practicioners should use it.

In conclusion, while I wish you the best on your endeavors, I decline. I have my own direct connection work to do, and the Intent is pure. I need no Intercession, for Wakan Tanka speaks directly, and manifests directly in my work. That doesn’t mean there are no trials to overcome, for BALANCE IS, the fourth rule of manifestation, is also one that must be endured while in the Illusion. :)

 

Zac,

First of all that email came with a NASTY psychic attack, not something I would ever have thought I would get from you. Not something I deserve from you! Not now not ever!

Starting out your email with all this Lakota stuff that is suppose to impress people with your great knowledge is just hilarious quite frankly, you are not dealing with a group of people who think that somehow being Indian gives you some special connection to the Creator. I have been led in my “medicine” journey all my life as well, as have most of the others in the group. A few found their path later in life but like all journeys everything that went before their awakening was preparation for the walk they are on now. So when a person’s journey began is immaterial.

As for the rain calling that is just another skill we all have that some have used and others not. It certainly is not something new or impressive to me. Every place I have gone on my gypsy journey of life that was in drought or need of rain has received it quickly after the arrival of my family. Including our current location in Colorado that was in extreme drought when we arrived several years ago, to the point where they were not even issuing well permits, but by the time land was purchased, and a well was needed, we had already brought the needed moisture for the conditions to clear to the point that we were the first to receive a well permit. Now things are in great shape. So to me that is not exactly a skill that makes you stand out in this crowd. I know many people who can call the rains and do on a regular basis.

It is obvious by many of your remarks that you DID NOT actually read through all the information in the email as you have addressed certain issues in an untruthful way. First of all my connection to Spirit/ Creator is a direct one as is the connection of every other person who has shared an interest in the project. To imply that we have in any way put some intercessor between us and Spirit is not true in any sense of the word.

I too have seen well intentioned manifestation collectives in the past. They were not based in the science of spirit.

Your rules

Rule 1 – Direct connection

Yeah we got that and are using it to do this project. We all know we don’t NEED another person to manifest. That doesn’t mean that joining energies isn’t powerful and can help us to remove blocks that we have due to issues from life beliefs taught to us or issues about our worth etc. However the concept that spirit does not lend itself to collective creation is the biggest load of BS ever! HELLO your very body was a “collective” creation of your birth parents! Sexuality is a joint creation energy that can create another life, or if both people place their intent to another creation they agree on can be used for that creation instead. Dark forces love our society being open sexually without people knowing this because almost no one on birth control puts intent to their sexual co-creation energy and dark forces just glean it off and use it for their disgusting agendas.

I would be hard pressed to find anything in this world, or on the other side, that is not in some form a joint creation. In the physical, most businesses and corporations are big time joint creation. Family life is a joint creation. On the other side just the detail and amount of spirits involved in creating a single life path for one human and all the people they will interact with on an intimate level is one of the biggest joint creation known. You then take it to the next level of all their non intimate connections and it is astounding and almost beyond comprehension for most humans which is why so many cannot allow themselves to believe we plan out our lives in advance. The very idea that everything is done by ourselves alone with “spirit” is absurd, we are ALL interconnected. Even a large number of plants on the earth cannot effectively reproduce or create their fruits without the joint creation with bees and butterflies. Try and tell me that your Lakota ancestors just manifested for themselves as individuals with spirit! In fact I would say that the medicine person was strongly involved with spirit to create for the whole tribe’s survival! Interdependence is harmonious co-creation.

The balloon is not a battery, nor an intercessor it is simply a spiritual petri dish where we can grow our manifestation energies. The balloon in and of it self is only a container with a simple pure intent filtering out what energies are allowed to enter.

Rule 2 – Intent is everything

This is the point where you obviously did not understand what was written. The manifestations themselves are not a collective. The individual’s energy entered into the balloon with prayers for others grows when their prayers meet the prayers of the others, but it remains their energy, just stronger and enhanced with the love offered them by others in the group. The size and power of all the manifestations intent and energy being held together makes it easier to magnetize the manifestations of the individuals. I never said the INTENT was “pumped up” there is no need for intent to be pumped up intent is just intent! It’s just the individual’s energy that is expanded. Going back to my petri dish example, we put something we want to grow into the dish, we add whatever food source that item needs to flourish and watch the growth. What we humans need to grow spiritually is LOVE. That love comes from the Creator, from spirit allies, from the Earth Mother, from other species on Earth and from other humans. We are using the love from other humans in the form of their prayers for our abundant life and support of our spirit allies to grow and activate the creation potential that is our inherent right given us by the Creator.

There is only one intent, what that intent manifests for each individual is unique to them but the intent is an abundant life for everyone in the group. There are not multiple intents! No destructive intents or other intents can be entered. There can be NO destructive energy, if you don’t understand the dynamics of this I don’t know what to tell you. There is no way subconscious counter intent can enter the process. There is no way for one person to be the one doing the manifesting alone. Each person’s energy remains their own. If someone considered me as the doing the manifestation for the group because I am the one building the balloon, that would be inaccurate and yet if my work to build the balloon serves the whole in positive manifestation of abundant life, then it is my pleasure to serve the divine, by assisting the empowerment of all the individuals in the group in this manor. I think it is unfortunate that you have been associated or watching groups of people attempting to manifest in a way that allows interference, but their mistakes have nothing to do with us.

Rule 3 – Heterodyne

This is not a rule, not even close to a rule. It is NOT the only way to manifest collectively and is fact not really and energetic that was meant to be used in this way.

Rule 4 – Balance

Oh Zac what to say here. I find your arrogance in this email disappointing! I have yet to see any evidence of balance in what little I know about your life. Nor have I seen your “manifesting” ability to be going that great. I am not sure if you realize or not that I Engtovo, am Tatiacha or not, that I changed my name a little over a year or go. But considering the fact that my brother Randy first found your vision about Yellowstone and I was compelled to connect you with my brother Lee, who gave you the most sacred of gifts for the “manifestation” of the work of your vision, your complete dismissal of this project with ego instead of asking questions with respect is sad.

Your vision of work after the eruption of Yellowstone required horses and Lee gifted you with three young vital horses (one pregnant, so technically 4 horses). Even this is a sacred element of manifestation 3 being the number of spirit and 4 the four directions on the earth, 7 being the number of balancing spirit and earth the connection between the four directions and above, below and within ( the three elements of divine) Creator (above), Earth and nature sprits (below) and Soul (within) So the horses were brought from spirit (3) then birthed a fourth grounding point, to align the spirit gift with the Earth Mother.

You were incapable of manifesting for them all that they needed to live before the eruption, let alone after it. For all your visions and Indian “bluster” you didn’t even know how to take care of the horses, let alone use them for the work in your vision. Where was your manifestation then? Where were your “horse people” to teach you what you needed to know? Oh that’s right, when your good friend Mik tried to share her many years of wisdom, you declined, because you knew better hmmmm. She would call Lee so upset at the condition of the horses that it would make him physically ill. She kept telling him to come and take the horses back. After all she too is Indian and it is tradition than a gift not honored can be taken back by a majority of tribes. He would ask SPIRIT and spirit would say no, not yet, there are events yet to unfold that must unfold. So he waited.

Eventually you were looking for someone else to take the horses off your hands, so much for integrity to your vision! But the ultimate in bad behavior is when you tried to get Lee to BUY the horses from you! The same horses he “gifted” you for free on my advice. How disgusting is that? Your version of manifesting money for yourself is to try and sell the most sacred of gifts (horses, power, one of the highest Indian gifts known, Mr. Lakota, especially when given due to a vision) and you wanted to sell them back to the gifter! Considering you were given them for the work of your vision it was questionable integrity to try and sell them at all! That was obviously the moment that needed to “unfold”. Spirit wanted to know if you would stay in harmony with your integrity when you felt your back was to the wall.

Those three horses were like Lee’s children, he would never have parted with them at all if it were not for the tragic head injury he suffered in the car accident, which left him unable to work with them. Between that and everything that happened between him and your bud Mik which I won’t get into, it’s amazing he got through it all.

Yet despite all this, when you emailed me looking for podcast information to build a new site (to make money with) I didn’t hesitate to share my knowledge with you, for which you couldn’t even bother to say thank you. I have given you the benefit of the doubt at every turn, as SPIRIT said they still had faith that you could get through these things, and learn from them. I understood that just because you have a powerful vision doesn’t mean you have all the knowledge you need yet, or can overcome the fear to do the work presented. That time of giving you the benefit of the doubt has now past however, neither spirit nor I think at this moment that you are prepared to do the work. So our collective faith in you is rescinded.

At one point you were offered and took a spiritual staff that came with it powerful responsibilities here on the Earth and that also is rescinded. No doubt you will deny any knowledge of this energy being given to you, but when it was given to me I was well aware of the others who it was given to. So much potential, it is unfortunate that you let your issues get the best of you.

I find it interesting that despite that fact that you dishonor your own vision through not honoring a gift from a member of my own family. You then present yourself to a group I am working with as Teneagles, a name taken from the experience with the very vision that I was supporting in encouraging Lee to send the horses needed. You have been unable to live this vision with integrity, and I will not honor you by using the name Ten Eagles.

I will just close by saying that I felt your decision to send the information you offered to a personal email list to be dishonorable as well. You could have found your way to the blog by simply typing Engtovo into google and commented publicly there, if you felt the need to be heard by more people than just me. Your need to do this instead of emailing me personally to express “concern” for me and the people I am working with, does not show you to be the kind of person I would want to be manifesting with, that is for sure. You showed me no respect whatsoever, not exactly stellar behavior toward a person who honored your vision and sent four sacred horses your way!

Below I’ve included Zac’s “Ten Eagles Vision” and the information on his site about gifting.

UMMMMMM I notice on the gifting pages “received list” there are no “Four Horses THANK YOU LEE” This whole post from his site is so hypocritical! I wonder if the people who ended up with the horses paid for them, and how much, and if not, then why Zac wouldn’t have honored Lee by bringing the horses back to him and allowing him to find them their next home! I also notice there is no thank you to the members of the Church Universal and Triumphant who gifted him with 10,000 pounds of long term storage food. I imagine the received list is culled on a regular basis so no one will look and say it looks like he has received quite a lot already for his “free” rain calling.

All of you who read my blog and site know I have NEVER asked for anything for all the spiritual work I do for free, no matter what kind of sacrifices it has required!

 

The Visions of the Ten Eagles:

You ask why I was born Hehaka Heyoka (Contrary Elk) and am now Wabli Wikcemna (Ten Eagles). My people have a history of changing their names to honor people, events and visions that alter their Path. This is what happened to me…

Twice I had this vision, and both times when I was brought from it, I was in the presence of ten eagles, literal Eagles, mixed American Bald’s and Golden’s. The first time was in the bowl where I live. I looked to the sky and there were three mating pairs flying with their juveniles. Two pairs were Bald’s with one juvenile each, and one pair Golden with two juveniles. I remember being in awe, for while Eagle pairs hunted regularly in the bowl, never before had the two different types gathered together, this not being the way of Eagle.

Then I was looking across the mountain tops to the lake of the Yellowstone, from the eyes of the Eagle. As I flew over it I saw a great Eagles’ egg in the bottom of lake, and it began to grow red, like the fire ember on the end of a lodge log, then all at once there was a loud hiss from below, and hot steam came rushing at me, the sound so loud and I had to fly fast to the north back to the safety of the bowl. All along as fast as I could fly, I heard the great screech of Mother Earth as her skin was torn from her, and I heard the wails of people below as they were swallowed by the roar…

When I was back again in the bowl, I found myself looking up to see the eagle families flying south to the open fields where food was plentiful. I thanked them for their message, but was left with the knowledge that many would one day perish in the nearby lands of my homeland. I didn’t have enough information to know why it would be so, or how it would cause the great screams I heard from Mother Earth and the people, for I had flown fast and looked forward to escape it all…

The second time I was driving south from Three Forks, and was just a mile or so out Harrison. I saw in the distance ahead of me a sight I thought I had seen hundreds of time before. On the ground was what I thought were a group of large ravens, eating from several pieces of meat from the separated carcass of some animal that had been killed by a car. As I got closer, their heads turned my way as one, and I saw they were Eagles, again Bald’s and Golden’s. They returned their attention to their prey, which as I got closer I could see where humans, and they were not feasting on them, but pecking at them in urgency, to awaken them.

All around the scene was a thick yellow smoke cloud, and on either side of the road great valleys as deep as the canyon to Big Sky, cut into the earth where the underground water had run. As I looked, a great shower of earth hit my car and forced me off the road into a ditch, and all at once the air became so thick, that had I been outside with the others, I would have surely suffocated as they had done when the poisoned air from the first gas of the melted earth hit them. In the mirror I saw the exploding valleys behind me had ripped the road where I had been driving to shreds. I looked again to the Eagles, and at once I was flying above the scene, looking down at the cloud which covered the land from Yellowstone to the Bridger’s, from the Tobacco Roots to the Absarokee ranges. I could not even see the Taylor’s as I flew above them…

Then the day and night changed places three times quickly and I was looking down on the land again. From where the lake had been, it was as if the Great Spirit had taken an Eagle talon wand and scratched it deeply in all directions from the lake. Great gouges of earth ran where every underground river had run, torn by the exploding steam as Mother Earth used her fire to heat the water. Little could withstand this and great chunks of her skin between the crevasses were thrown in the air and dropped, or turned into boiling liquid and vaporous dust carried on the winds to sear her, and everything exposed.

As I marveled at the powers that had ripped the land like clay, I saw the land crawlers of men come to the city edges to take those they could find away to cities to the east and south. I saw that the great crevasses made winds that were too strong for their planes and helicopters to land for more rescues, and I heard a great voice say, “We saved who we could, we leave the rest to God”…

Then I heard a sound as if a weak kitten was mewing in the distance. I looked to the ground and saw the small dots mixed between, in and around the deadly places. They moved and crawled and looked for food and water where there was none. My sadness grew as I knew them to be people waiting for rescue that would never come. Then I knew what my Warrior Path was to become. Swiftly I flew to the bowl as fast as I could. Once there I was no longer an Eagle, but myself, and I gathered horses and friends, and we began to scour the dead places, finding someone here, then there, some living, some no longer. We brought them to the bowl, and they got stronger, then they in turn helped to look for more, or helped grow food, or make shelters, each to his skills, and some learning new ones in the form of the old ways, and this went on for many months… Through this time the skis would go from clear to dust, the winds never dying enough for the others in the cities to risk looking, then they decided it was better to simply expand the lines of the “wilderness” and forget that there was anything there at all, and this became our life…

Then I awoke from the vision. I was still heading south, but was only a short distance from the town of Norris. On the side of the road was a large pile of gravel, and sitting there, on the ground, were ten Eagles. I stopped before them to count to be sure, and they never moved. A few minutes later I left in great awe, and saw them take flight to the west. Again I thanked them for their message, knowing this time what my part was to be in it all. As is the custom of my people when given vision or great events of Spirit, I took on the name of the Path I was show in the Vision, I am now Zac Ten Eagles..

GIFTING LIST

As we have stated before, Zac Ten Eagles lives high in the mountains, 20 miles from pavement, power and phone, high in the Horseshoe Hills, with all the hardships such seclusion brings. Of course, one need only look at the rain patterns there, or the photos in the “Sacred Land” section, to see what this has done for them. He builds and improves his sacred homestead as we speak, using hammer, shovel and handtool and now a few power tools.

Yet calls for rain come at the time best for building, so it is slow. This list has been compiled from small inadvertent comments he has made at various times to various people in passing. They are things that would make it easier to live and call rain, as well as provide more time for calling rain, rather than simply surviving. He could care less about “new”, only functional. A few folks have commented that some seem to be “big ticket”. I suppose to a person that spends his time attaining money to live it would seem so, yet to a man who travels to help his neighbors with drought by suspending his ability to earn money, these items are not just “big ticket”, they are completely out of reach.

Even now, he readily makes that choice, to help rather than gain, for it is the way of Spirit, and his medicine gift pathway. Following the old ways where he would never taint the medicine by even thinking of asking for gain from it, his success is blessed. However, also by the old ways, he can still be blessed with a gift from a thankful recipient of the medicine after it is given. The question always remains the same. To what level did his medicine benefit the recipient, in the recipients’ own heart, spirit and existence. When balanced against lost crops, herds, homes, farms and even entire ranches, these items are small in comparison. His greatest lack is fuel and housing to simply be where he has to call, for this usually comes out of his pocket before he ever gets to be of any aid to the person(s) in need. Some of us have accompanied him on calls and have noticed some of the things listed below that were just sitting around gathering rust or dust at the peoples places he called Rain for. He never even thought to ask about them, despite his immediate need, for he figures the Spirit would move them if it was meant to be. So, give only if, and what, you are moved to by Spirit.

NEEDED:

Gasoline

Small Motorhome

Cargo Container

Wind Generator

Steel Grain Bins

12v Deep Cycle Batteries – (Lead Acid)

12v or 24v Solar Panels, 60 watt or higher ***** 2 GIFTED so far – THANK YOU *****

ALREADY GIFTED:

Rubbermaid storage containers ***** THANK YOU *****
Small dorm room type refrigerator ***** THANK YOU *****
High pressure RV/Sprayer pump (New….for drinking water) ***** THANK YOU *****
1000-1500 Gallon low profile plastic sprayer type Water Tank ***** THANK YOU *****
2″ Pacer Pump and Engine ***** THANK YOU *****
Temporary Garage (Costco type) ***** THANK YOU *****

Storage shed kit ***** THANK YOU *****

Treated fence posts ***** THANK YOU *****

Wire Cattle Panels ***** THANK YOU *****

2″ and 4″ pvc ***** THANK YOU *****

1/2″ CDX plywood ***** THANK YOU *****

2×4, 2×6, and 2×12 Boards ***** THANK YOU *****

250 gallon or larger propane tank ***** THANK YOU *****

Fuel efficient 4wd/Awd vehicle (His blazer costs him a mint to get to a call ***** THANK YOU *****
Small Track Hoe or 4N type Tractor with Hoe/Bucket/Post attachments) ***** THANK YOU *****

ATV ***** THANK YOU *****

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The Abundance Project Part 2

Posted by Engtovo on July 20, 2008

The Timing

We’re going to go with our first ceremony of the abundance project circle August 1st. I had been thinking August 1st as perhaps a first of each month kind of thing, and then my brother Randy said maybe it should be a New Moon thing since the new moon is a natural time to put out manifestation prayers and I was like DUH!! Of course it has to be a moon cycle thing. So I looked up the next new moon and it is August 1st LOL and it is a total solar eclipse! What could be better for our first manifestation of abundant life! Not only that but the moon is in Leo, and fire is a good strong energy to work with. We can’t see the solar eclipse here in North America as it is far north in the land of the midnight sun. The Full Moon that follows August 16th is a partial lunar eclipse as well; it is in Aquarius which will add air to the fire, thus an outward expression of expansion. There really couldn’t be better timing on this, thanks to all the spirit helpers who brought our attention to this at this exact time!

I Screwed UP the GMT folks, sorry I am so bad at this stuff!  I have no clue now how I got it screwed up that bad.  The North American times are correct!

The Moon is new at 6:12 am Eastern (3:12 am Pacific) Pacific time is – 7 hours from GMT. So the New Moon is August 1st 1:12 pm GMT (UTC) it is August 1st 10:12 am GMT

The closer we can do our prayers to the exact time of New Moon the better but using the New Moon energies we can start as early as 12 hours before to 12 hours after.

Which would be between 6:12 pm eastern July 31st (3:12 pm pacific, 4:12 pm mountain, 5:12 pm central) to 6:12 pm eastern August 1st (3:12 pm pacific, 4:12 pm mountain, 5:12 pm central) here in North America

Between 1:12 am August 1st GMT to 1:12 am August 2nd GMT 10:12 pm July 31st GMT to 10:12 pm August 1st GMT

so translate that into your time zone and dates, if you are outside of North America. There is a world time clock calculator on the site at http://www.spiritnexus.com/misc/world-clock.htm

From NASA on the solar eclipse

On Friday, August 01, a total eclipse of the Sun is visible from a narrow corridor that traverses half the Earth. The path of the Moon’s umbral shadow begins in Canada and extends across northern Greenland, the Arctic, central Russia, Mongolia, and China where it will end at sunset [Espenak and Anderson, 2006]. A partial eclipse is seen within the much broader path of the Moon’s penumbral shadow, which includes northeastern North America, and most of Europe and Asia (Figure 3).

The Energy Mechanics of the Project

What is required of participants is that they give 15 or more minutes to enter their prayers into the balloon (explained below) You should enter the prayers for yourself and the prayers for the other people on the list within the 24 hour period discussed above. You may do your prayers however you desire. Song, drum, whatever is in alignment with you. I will be placing my list under a 7 day prayer candle here, to keep me focused on the energy all week.

The grid set up for this work is in a shape like a balloon. There is one small opening that will be open for input starting 12 hours before the new moon and closing 12 hours after the new moon. After the time has completed and the balloon closes the energies will intermix causing the expansion of the energies and the balloon will grow exponentially larger and this reaction will cause a magnetic reaction thus drawing to the balloon what is in harmony with the energy in the balloon. Those things drawn to people whose energy is in the balloon will then be drawn to that person through the energy line that connects them to their own energy in the balloon. Each month when we each add more energy to the balloon it will grow from both our additional individual prayers and the joint energy reaction that occurs. The bigger the balloon the more power it has to magnetize the manifestations. So the smaller the group the longer it takes to build up the balloon to a optimal size. A larger group can build the balloon faster. The size of group that has already voiced interest is larger than the minimum number required to have some manifestations in the first moon cycle.

Each persons energy is their own and has their energetic fingerprint. When we each send our prayers for ourselves we enter our energetic fingerprint out to the project. It is however when we then offer our prayers for the other people in the group that we put in the magic ingredient that causes the expansion of each of our individual energies. When our own energy for the others meets with the others prayers for us it causes each individual’s energy to grow exponentially. This is a self governing system in this way because if someone voiced a desire to participate and placed in energy for themselves, but did not pray for the others, than there is no way for their own energy to expand. Because it is their prayers for others, interacting with the other’s prayers for them, that must occur for the reaction for them to take place. There is no way for anyone to get back any energies other than their own and the manifestations magnetized to the balloon are magnetized to individual energy fingerprints and cannot be taken. Their energies coming back to them have been exponentially expanded, with the prayers of the others using basic universal law.

The reason why spirit said having all the names a person uses would help is that it may help those praying for you connect their prayers to your energetic fingerprint. That doesn’t however mean that your full legal name is an absolute requirement. I do understand this is the internet and people have reasons to want to protect their privacy. If you choose to give us the name Bambi and your legal name is Jane Doe then when you say your prayers make sure to say in the energy I, Jane Doe am known to the group as Bambi to connect your energetic fingerprint to the name the group is praying for.

Now it should be known that the entrance to the balloon has filters. One filter is truth, so if you are trying to connect your energy fingerprint to a name on the list that is not your name that energy will NOT be able to enter the balloon. Prayers for things that are not in harmony with the group intent will NOT enter the balloon. No one can ask for a negative manifestation for another person. No one can enter prayers for another person that is not on the list, such as friends or family members. That doesn’t mean that one person’s manifestation may not in some way effect other friends and family members as living an abundant life effects every aspect of our lives.

There can be no theft of another person’s energy in any way. No one can receive energy or manifestations that did not put energy into the balloon for themselves and prayers for others. So for example if someone says they are going to participate and their name is put on the list and we send out our prayers for them, but they do not do the prayers, simply nothing will happen because the prayers we offered had no energy to interact with and will just become inert. So no one can use the process to get us to pray for them just to steal energy or gain access to the process. Our prayers for the others do not go to them in person they go into the collective balloon to interact with their energy only. So there is no worry that someone will just use the project to get people to pray for them for their own selfish desires. This is a self empowering system where it requires the giving and receiving of energies in tandem. No one can just give or just receive. It is a “one for all” and “all for one” closed system

What is not an abundant life?

True desire is not just about what you want, it is about why you want it. Your motivation is a key to whether a desire is a true desire or not.

Greed is not a true desire and will not enter the system. Wanting power over others, or an in your face, look at me now, desire for ego revenge are not true desires for abundance. An abundant life is not something that you lord over others, or seek status with.

For example: if you have a beautiful million dollar home and you want to create a two million dollar home because your friend has one, the universe could care less that you have some sort of inferiority issues in relation to your friend. Thinking that a house as expensive as your friends will make you feel better is not meeting a need, it is feeding an unhealed issue in yourself. Universal Law knows the difference.

Harming others is not a true desire. What is harm though is affected by perspective. This is governed by universal law not a person’s perception. One example being you may have someone in your life who likes to see you suffering because it makes them feel better about their own life. They will not be happy about good things happening to you as you begin to manifest your abundant life. They may try and attempt to make you think that they are somehow being harmed by your good fortune. They may twist things around and tell you that you are selfish unless you do what they think you should do with your manifestation etc. Remember that all of Creation wants us to have a joyous and abundant life, true joy for us is not harm to others. This line is one that is clear in universal law but people on earth will attempt to blur it for you at every opportunity.

What is an abundant life?

True desires are having all your needs met, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual.

In the physical world: a nice home, clothes, food, a vehicle, entertainment, freedom of movement, a good state of health, access to healing modalities and products, creativity, inspiration, self expression, awakening of spiritual gifts, so many things

We have been enslaved so long that we tend to see these things as privileges, but these are the very things that the physical world was created to experience and they do not “belong” to anyone. We are programmed every day to see it in another way because the powers that be don’t want us to know we have a right to these basic elements of life. At what point did the collective consciousness of the world decide that a place to call home and be protected from the elements or to be fed and clothed was something that was only for some but not others. This is not of God; it is not of universal law. Asking for these things is not selfish or greedy. Asking for that home to be well made and lasting and made out of non toxic materials in a place that is in harmony with your soul is also NOT selfish. It is when you think you need a crazy huge home or servants to take care of the place for you etc. that you cross the line.

An abundant life includes our interactions with other people, having satisfying relationships at home, at work, in the world as a whole. For some it is bringing forth an appropriate mate or friends to harmonize with you. For others it may be a job or work opportunity that would bring a healthy loving work environment. Many metaphysicians will just say ahh this life situation is karma and live with it. However, there has always been the universal law of grace, Wisdom Erases Karma. We have the wisdom to know that an abundant life includes positive relationships in our life; therefore we have the ability to put that wisdom to use in this project regardless of previous karma.

Part of this project is that we can recognize each other innate ability to create and co-create and the rights of us all to have the abundant life we seek. It makes me think about when my brother Randy and I do healing work together. We may have a person on the table with a tough block in one of their chakras, one of us will work on it a while and if we can’t resolve it the other will gravitate there, and if it still isn’t resolved usually one of us will go to the head the other to the feet, occasionally one will go to the head or feet and the other to the chakra in question, and we will combine energies to blast it, and we have never found a block we cannot open in that way. All the people participating in the project have found themselves blocked in one form or another in relation to bringing the needed abundance into their lives. This combining of our energies is like the group of us blowing out each other blocks. I see that every single person who chooses to participate has a God given right to an abundant life. I do not see their blocks as having any power any longer. When we decided we were willing to combine energies to do this work, we were each in a way deciding we were ready to release our blocks. I am already feeling myself opening to greater healing and we haven’t even had our first prayer session to enter energy into the balloon yet!

Gratitude

While seeking abundance in the areas of our life that have been experiencing scarcity it is important to be in a state of gratitude for all that we do have and all that is coming our way. For example: if you are seeking a home you can own as part of your abundant life but are currently renting a nice home and everyone is well fed and safe, be sure to include in your prayers into the balloon your gratitude that you have a safe place to live and food to eat in the now. Part of an abundant life is recognizing the good things in your life and being thankful for them manifesting. If you are not thankful for those things you have now the Universe will be asking you if you will be thankful with these new manifestations.

I have found it is just very powerful to acknowledge our rights of creation by being thankful in advance for all that we manifest. It is saying to the universe I am using my power and I know there will be good results because this is how the Creator intended it to be. We are going to be manifesting many things over the next few months together. I am grateful not only for these manifestations to come but for the willingness of each of the participants to be here in this moment together! I really feel we have a wonderful group of people and that every one of us has had enough suffering in life. I feel true hearts in this growing circle asking only to use the rights that they already know they have, but have been frustrated in attempting to use, to bring forth a life that they know is the life the Creator wants for them.

Thank you to all who have committed to the circle already and thanks to those who are yet to come. You are a blessing in my life, and may this project bring blessings to us all.

I know this stuff, and especially the grid stuff can be confusing to people, I tend to take a lot of things for grated because I have been doing them so long, so don’t hesitate to ask questions if there is anything you don’t understand.

If you are joining in this month -Aug. 1 2008- please send an email by the 30th of July if you haven’t already, so I can send out an email with the list of names of every one participating the list needs to be sent out before the 12 hour mark before the new moon to be sure everyone has it for their meditation. You don’t have to say anything to me in the email just send your name for the list. We will continue to do this each New Moon, so you can choose to join at a later month. I want to be sure to put that out there for anyone who may discover this post at a later date. I will update the list every month if we have more people joining in.

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The Abundance Project

Posted by Engtovo on July 12, 2008

This is something I have wanted to do for some time now, but when I approached various groups the timing apparently was not right. Now however, this seems to be spontaneously springing into action and I want to offer readers of the site who feel in alignment, the chance to participate.

The intent of the project is to join energies to create Abundant Prosperity. There are many of us in need of money and we want to draw money to us in ways that are in harmony with source and don’t require any selling of spiritual services. Spirit has always said you may have anything you desire as long as it harms none. A lot of philosophies teach us to let go of all desire but spirit has never been in harmony with this as a whole. There are people obsessed with the material that need to release desire for things and power in order to find balance. But the desire was not the problem it is where a desire is placed and why. Spirit likes to place the word True before desire to differentiate a desire that is in harmony with your soul/spirit and one that is just of earthy power. It is the difference between someone who wants their 3rd or 4th vacation home and the person who would just like to have A HOME.

Having our needs met is a true desire, the current world based on economic slavery has removed us from the ability to meet our needs in traditional ways. It has made money the middle man between us and our survival and ability to express our joyous abundant nature. I received a quote recently in an email that I think came from Neil Donald Walsh stating that money is holy, I don’t agree with that statement. My perspective is that money is neutral it is just pieces of paper and numbers on a computer. It is a no thing. It has only the power the collective has given unto it. Abundant Prosperity is Holy!

Abundant Prosperity is so much more than Money. For those of us without money the manifestation of this tool is essential and I don’t want to downplay that many of us need to manifest some cold hard cash, which goes without saying to me. However, an abundant life is the full intention and this includes more than what money can offer us toward our true desires. An abundant life includes loving relationships, that are positive, uplifting and supportive, healthy human touch at the level one desires, physical and mental health, joyous creative expression. It can include meaningful work, service to others and so much more. So if you are reading this and don’t have any financial abundance issues, but there is another area of your life in need of abundance, please join us. This is using the power of joint energy, that by the very nature of joining together in intent, grows exponentially and magnetizes to us what we each desire.

The Basics

Once a month (more often if there is desire to do so) we would join our energies together with the intent of everyone in the group having a life of absolute abundant prosperity. This would require about a 15 minute commitment. (Initially we would have to choose a time that would work best for people, a time has not yet been set) Depending on the amount of interest their could be more than one time available in a 24 hour period as long as there were at least 10 participants at each time.

We would make a list of the names of everyone in the circle and send out the list to everyone so we could print it out and have a tangible record of who in the circle we were joining out energies with. Each person would spend that 15 minute time of intent in whatever form they are most comfortable with. Quiet prayer, meditation, song, prayer pipe, drumming, whatever works for you.

Spirit suggested that some of us may want to use the 7 day prayer candles and after our 15 minutes place the list under the candle. One reason they suggested this is that there will inevitably be a time when some one forgets or returns home late and missed the time we are to join and having these candles burning with the intent will make it easy for them to take the 15 minutes when they remember and place their energy into the circle.

We should each give permission to our life guide, guardian angel and higher self to add their energies to strengthen the whole, but please don’t call in anyone else, no other ascended masters et al. This is about joint creation. The life guides and guardians are appropriately a part of the journey we are on and all our experiences so they should always be in the circle, and we don’t create anything without Higher Self. For those not aware we all have one life guide who is with us from birth to death, and we each also have a Guardian Angel. Many of us may have other guides and angels as well. The reason for limiting the circle on the spirit side of things is that this power of creation we are enacting is our own power, we use it everyday. Here we are just working to focus it together and give it strong intent. By keeping things simple we can keep the energy free of belief systems. This is more about using the metaphysical science of spirit. Keeping this on the joint manifestation level, without calling in others we believe in, allows a group of some strangers, some friends to manifest together, without need of trust or worry about the discernment of others.

What comes to you through this group process comes to you. This is not about a shared pot of money or anything of that nature; it is about what happens when we join with the same intent for all in the group. The exponential power in the process has greater strength to magnetize to us all what we desire in an abundant life.

On the list of names spirit said it was important to have the legal name as part of the money manifestation. If money is magnetically drawn to you, you want it to be drawn to the legal entity part of you that can receive it. If however, you go by another name we should have this also because other types of abundant manifestations would be drawn more to that energy that you are known by. For example if you are a musician and have been feeling blocked in your writing that is an abundance block and the clearing of that block would be drawn to whatever name you use as a musician. So if you have many names they should all be on the list.

Make sense? Any questions? If you are interested you can email me at engtovo at gmail dot com you can leave questions here on the blog as others may have the same questions.

Just a short note on the making money with spiritual services aspect, if you are a reader and you are looking to get more customers to make more money through readings then this project is not for you. We want the abundant prosperity that doesn’t require us to make spiritual knowledge, understanding, healing and teaching a commodity and part of the economic slavery system. However if you’ve been making money on readings in the past and it just isn’t cutting it anymore and you want to open the door to abundance coming in another way then great, join in!

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PDF Files

Posted by Engtovo on May 30, 2008

I am adding a page (see tab above) with all pdf files.  I decided to add some of the longer things or e-books on the site as PDF files and also things like the the digrams so that they can be downloaded and looked at together.

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I’m Doing it Again

Posted by Engtovo on May 20, 2008

Ok I know this makes people crazy but……. I thought I could make it work with everything on one blog but it just isn’t working for me.  I have people that enjoy the poetry or the photography separately form the spirit stuff and I end up posting the same things to more than one blog which then makes for more work!!  so  I am returning the Chronicles to spirit stuff only, well that is a big category because some world events & earth quakes and all that are all tied together to me with spirit stuff so it will still include those things.  The Poetry and photography are on their old blogs Poetry and Photography and they are easily reached with the 10 most recent posts listed in the sidebar using the rss feed.  I went back through the posts, deleted the non spirit nexus posts from this blog and re-categorized the spirit ones to make them easier to find.

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The Site Is Down

Posted by Engtovo on February 21, 2008

The Spirit Nexus site is down and when i went over to my host to put in a support ticket their site is down as well so obviously they are having a fairly big failure of some kind an hopefully it will be fixed soon.  That also means the Bhodsvatan Gallery site is down because it is hosted under a spirit nexus subdomain and the domain is forwarded there.

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Chemtrail Photos From A Plane

Posted by Engtovo on January 4, 2008

Someone on one of the lists I am on sent this link, it has some amazing photos of chemtrails being laid down taken by a person in another plane.  The Chem plane appears to be headed right for them and then vears off.  It also shows the ways trails often get layed above regular clouds.  Around here this happens all the time and then when the clouds start to break up there is haze and the remants of old trails above instead of the beautiful blue skies we should have.
 

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Happy Solstice

Posted by Engtovo on December 22, 2007

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Must Read

Posted by Engtovo on December 11, 2007

Alex really lays it out in this months newsletter from spirit to politics to community.  I really think this one is a must read!

Global Awakening News December Newsletter

http://www.pfcn.net/Bulletins/GA%20News%20-%20December%202007%20edition.pdf

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Something is Up

Posted by Engtovo on October 27, 2007

Something is up and I would love the help of the site readers to see if we can get to the bottom of this.  On one of the lists I am on, of people who are very serious spiritual workers, most are feeling more tired than usual and very distracted, as am I.  Normally when I feel this way it is just time to slow down and meditate more and take care of myself for a while.  With it being Mercury Retrograde I though great, it’s the perfect time to chill and do inner work.  This time however the distraction energy is there in meditative state as well which is highly unusual for me.  I found myself writing to another on the list that tiredness and distraction can mean we need to slow down and see something and it was a moment of AHA.  There is something big going on right now than many of us are tuned into on some level, thus it’s distracting us and we are tired so we will slow and take the time to see it.  What I am looking for are CLUES, or puzzle pieces if you will.  So I will start with this one from home and lets see where this leads us.

This morning my mom told me about this happening to her last night

She was sound asleep and thought I was in her room, and she hears me say the word “arrival” and her spiritual response was like oh ok, but her physical body woke right up and she found herself standing in the middle of her bedroom in the middle of the night and I was nowhere to be found.  She did not feel it had any negative connotation or fear attachment to it, but it still caused her to fully WAKE UP immediately. 

She said it was like she wasn’t asleep when she heard me say “arrival”, she thought that I had walked in and said this to her physically.  So a lucid dream of sorts, which is highly significant for her, as she rarely dreams period and never lucid dreams.

So, something has arrived or is about to arrive that will cause the reaction of WAKING UP immediately, and not just awake but she was standing in her room so she was not in a position to turn over and go back to sleep.  She had to acknowledge what she experienced and was feeling.

Lets piece this together, comments or experiences please……

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