The 6th Night

Welcome to the 6th night in the Mayan calendar!  It starts today and goes to Nov 2, 2010.  The 6th day started November 12, 2008 and it has been one hell of a day for me!  It has been the culmination of my physical challenges and pain and a extremely difficult time but productive in my growth in a way that cannot be fully quantified.

Spirit says this time of the 6th night is a really important time period.  The 6th night is a time for preparedness and this is on multiple levels.  For some of us we have been doing the spiritual preparations for a long time.  For others they may go through a quick and unexpected awakening and whether they can turn that awakening into being prepared enough for what is to come after the 6th night is over is a big question.  For yet a third group who have in essence had a lot of information for a long period of time but have yet to really integrate it this is their last chance to get the integration done.  There is yet a 4th group which will do nothing positive, never have, never will.

This time of preparation though is not just spiritual.  Emotional issues need to be resolved & mental blocks worked through as well.  This is the time for physical preparedness and settling in to a location that feels right to you.  A time for planting gardens, adding alternative power sources and essentially becoming as self sufficient as possible in your chosen location.  The time of forming true community for many who have always known the time would come for them and working through the issues of how that particular community will function.

Last night in the middle of the night (about 1:30 mountain time) there was a powerful energy trying to enter the grid system around the property at first I was experiencing some unknown anxiety out of nowhere then the dogs started freaking out and crying.  Then when I tuned in all I could perceive was this strong energy trying to get in and I reacted after so many years of self protected by strengthening the grid.  It wasn’t working so I got up out of bed and pulled out some cards.  EXPANSION card!  Got back in bed now knowing this was the expansion energy on some level.  Checked in with the earth and her vulnerable points in terms of earthquakes and so forth, all was stable.  After a little inner seeking came to understand that the fullness of the expansion energies had hit our solar system and it would find no barrier that it would not break down (of course) so I opened up the grid fully immediately as this is not an energy I want to keep out and started to welcome the energy into the house, my body, through the dogs and throughout the space and out through the whole of the earth.  The dogs settled right away as did my body and we fell into a peaceful sleep.

These expansion energies will be responsible for the preparation that needs to be completed during the 6th night.  There will be physical manifestations in our lives and for the earth during this year that will help to facilitate the preparation on all levels.

11-11-11

In 3 days (November 11, 2009) we have the true 11-11 moment folks as this is not a 9 year it is an 11 year.  For more detail on this look at my previous post on 9-9-9.  Don’t let this day pass by without using it to your best and highest we have not had an eleven year since 1910.  11-11-11 comes down to a 33-6 which is a day of building what you truly want on the high level and having it manifest into the world we live in.

11-16-09  New Moon 12:13 pm mountain  time 

Focus intent of your 11-11-11 work for the moon cycle

11-22-09

Just like the 11-11 day this day is a true master day to do internal work and progress quickly don’t waste this 11-22-11 numerology day.  This is a 44-8.  The four directions and the midpoints and the eternal number of abundance and infinite love the 8. The 11-11-11 and this 11-22-11 can be used together to bring into fruition incredible things especially for those who have been working toward this for several years.  The new moon sitting between this two dates is a distinct advantage as it strengthens the vision of the 11-11-11 to manifestation for the 11-22-11.

12-01-09

Opening of a Window of Direct Creation when Uranus goes direct at 1:27 pm mountain time.  A window of direct creation is when there are no planets in retrograde movement.  The full moon comes less than 12 hours after this opening which is ideal.  We have the opportunity to tune the new moon energies in to our work on the 11-11-11, process that energy through the 11-22-11, and complete any issues that come up with that building to the full moon.  With the moon waning through the majority of the window we are free to release any of the limitations and fears and stay focused on the intents of what we want to create though the window which is unusually long lasting until December 20th.  You really need to control your thoughts during a window of direct creation they are extremely powerful during these times. 

12-02-09

Full Moon 12:30 am mountain time

Focus on release of anything not in alignment with the intentions of what you want to create now

12-16-09

New Moon 5:02 am mountain time

Use this moon to clarify and strengthen your true desires

12-20-09

Window of Direct Creation closes when Mars goes retrograde at 6:27 am mountain time

12-21-09

Winter Solstice 10:47 am mountain time

All these energies from the beginning of the 6th night ( your expansion, the inner work and preparation, the intent of manifestation of true desires on all levels, the creation process) are heightened by the fact we are taking them straight into this winter solstice.

12-26-09

Mercury goes retrograde 7:38 am (until Jan15)

We have approx 3 weeks to review those things that have not come into the physical world yet, and let go of things we have unintentionally manifested by not watching our thoughts clearly enough.

12-31-09 New Years Eve

Full Moon Lunar Eclipse  12:13 pm mountain time

Eclipses move things forward and this process from Now 8 to now is an intense and powerful once in several lifetime opportunity.  With it falling on the last day of this 11 year it holds an exceptional punch.  Pushing all you manifested into the 3 year of 2010.  This full moon is in cancer the sign of home which bring us right back to the theme of settling and preparing during the 6th night.

1-14-10 New Moon

The 2nd eclipse in this series,  the solar eclipse

1-15-10

Mercury Direct at 10:48 am mountain time

Keep these dates in mind  I personally was given dates in between many of these for some specific earth change type events but I have been told they are for me alone.

July 17-18, 2010 Carl Johan Calleman Breeze of Unity Consciousness

Nov 2, 2010 The 6th night ends all preparedness needs to be done

January 20, 2011 We enter the Singularity all other timelines will have completed the collapse process.  There will only be one timeline at this point through to Venus Transit, at which point we will be offered a few possibilities specific to the earth and things will begin to branch out again.

March 8, 2011 Carl Johan Calleman  Universal Wave Movement

May 21, 2011 While I don’t read much Christian stuff I found a couple dates on a site I came across interesting they are taken from dates projected out in the bible.  This date is the projected date of the “judgment day”

June 21, 2011  Spirit says by this date everyone needs to be in sanctuary that is supposed to be there.

October 21, 2011  The same Christian info has this date as the end of days

October 28, 2011 The Carl Johan Calleman end date of the Mayan Calendar which corresponds with what I have been told for years.  Spirit has always said it would be done and over by the 12-21-2012 date in fact they said it would be all said and done by the second transit of Venus.

June 6, 2012 2nd Transit of Venus

A Transit of Venus happens four times every 234 years! They come in pairs, this one is the 2nd of the pair the counterpart on June 7, 2004.  

The last pair of Venus Transits were December 9, 1874 & December 6, 1882

The next pair is December 11, 2117 &  December 8, 2125 Then June 11, 2247 & June 9, 2255 based on our current calendar which will not be valid IMO so this and all other aspects of the solar system will all be changed along with time itself! 

The fifth world energies hit winter solstice of 1999.  2004 was the first year of the new world, as Venus, the planet of Divine Love transited between us and the sun in June of 2004, an eight years gap to this second transit.   These are the 8 years in which LOVE has changed the very blueprint of our planet, our solar system, and this universe.  This new blueprint it what is manifesting NOW!  At the time of the second transit the 1000 years of peace prophesied by so many cultures truly begins. 

For a long time now Mitch has been pushing his money agenda.  He distanced himself from all things spiritual in an attempt to gain favor in the scientific community.  In this process he shouted insults high and low against all the things he previously talked about and referred only mildly to “ancient texts”.  He did this because he had an emotional need for validation that was so great he was more than willing to sell his soul to get it.  What were once free newsletters about earth change events became an endless barrage of self promotion and aggrandizement.  Various aspects of this have bothered me for quite some time but never enough to bother writing about it.  Every year once or twice he does a big promotion to get people to give money to keep the newsletter “free” because otherwise he just couldn’t afford to do it.  Well hmmmmmm he got people to give 2000 or more dollars so he could promote himself in a newsletter that no longer contains any relevant news WTF!  I thought to myself this guy is a real fricken piece of work, but whatever. 

Then earlier this year he started begging for money to send his wife and baby to Europe for a few weeks so his baby could meet her grandmother.  I was really disgusted by this.  As if it is the responsibility of his site members, or newsletter readers to pay for a family vacation, but like the sheep that he insults regularly for mindlessly following others who are on his hit list, they did.  I was fired enough to want to write up something about it at the time, but I have been dealing with subacute thyroiditis since February and did not have the energy to follow through with that.  (that is also why there have not been other postings on the blog) 

Now though this guy and his damn greed have just gone too far!

I open up my email box this morning and there is a newsletter saying it is an URGENT message from the Mayans.  Well like all his newsletters the last couple years I figured it would be all hype and no content and that was correct, but it went further.  He states he is writing up important info that he will put out on Monday but wanted to let us know today so that he could tell us he was not trying to whip up fear.  The real reason he wanted us to know today that this article is coming Monday is simple MEMBERSHIPS IN HIS SITE  I.E. CASH!

He tells us that the Mayans asked him to give out this important information for free but that it may put him out of business if he did therefore he will offer us a 1/2 price membership.

So in other words either A.  There is no urgent message and he is trying to con people into becoming members or B. he told the Mayan elders NO essentially he will not respect their request to get this urgent message out free.  Thus not just selling spiritual knowledge (or in Battros speak ancient text)  but selling knowledge that is not his and that he was given freely and asked to give free.

I AM DISGUSTED BEYOND WORDS!  Who the hell do you think you are Mitch Battros?  If there is a real message to be given and you think you have the right to charge for it when the elders you proclaim to have the greatest respect for asked you to give it out for free  WTF.  That is the ultimate proof that you are the scum that you have appeared to be the last couple years.  “Ancient texts” or other oral knowledge of the Mayans are not yours to sell!  Seriously you think oh no I can’t do what is right because it may affect my business of making money off of people’s desire to know about earth changes.  Well guess what it must be time for you to find another way to support your family.  The Mayans are not responsible for your bills, nor are your readers responsible to provide your wife with a trip to see her mother.  Get some fucking self respect and do what is right!  You are clearly living the catholic model you grew up with, “maybe I’ll share something someone else told me for free if you just tithe your 10% so I can live the life I want”. 

You are a shill and why any self respecting Mayan was talking to you before this is a mystery to me but if Carlos keeps talking to you after you tried to profit off the knowledge he is sharing from the other elders then we will know all we need to know about him as well!

The idea that this newsletter is something that costs you money that you need thousands every year to keep it free is pure bullshit.  You spend a few minutes each time you want to promote yourself writing us a little bit of pure crap or drama and then fill space for you promotions of books.  I think that is the only reason the newsletter exists, because if you didn’t write up some crap to send out a couple times a month the “newsletter” would be what it is, promotional SPAM.  Providing a website does not cost that much I have discussed this before I have been providing this website for FREE since 1998!  My family lives paycheck to paycheck and we don’t have extras and especially trips to Europe for weeks at a time, but we have always felt the website was a priority and it doesn’t cost that much.  I don’t do readings, I don’t sell healing work.  You spend a lot of time going on and on about the spiritual charlatans in the world well look in the damn mirror.

So let me just say this if the Mayans actually have an Urgent message they need posted to the web for free they should let me know I would make them a fricken subdomain if  they are the real elders giving out their real information and there would be no worry of loss of profit for me since I have never used my spirituality or this site to make a profit off sharing important information that humanity truly needs.  I would do all the html etc if needed as well.  It’s called being of service to humanity during these times of earth changes something you claim was your mission statement when you started earth changes TV (that became earth changes media).  You are a dis-service to humanity.  Your ego has always been huge and an obvious issue but now that coupled with your greed is out of control,  You should be ashamed of yourself!

btw it is very rare for me to swear like this in a blog post but I am still not recovered from thyroiditis and this is just raw emotion uncensored and with no politically correct crap, take it or leave it cause I don’t have the energy to care about some people’s response to the language or how they think a spiritual person should talk or “present themselves”.  That is all just delusion anyway.

The newsletter content

Urgent Message From Mayan Elders

by Mitch Battros – Earth Changes Media

 I have been in contact with Mayan elder Carlos Barrios of the ‘Clan de Aguila’ (the Eagle clan). He has recently met with other tribal elders in congregation to consult what has been written in the Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’. At this time all I can say is "tomorrow is here today".

I am writing this article late into Friday night and into Saturday morning. Many people are out of town or on vacation, or doing their best to enjoy this often tense summertime. So allow me to give you a tap on the door via this article for what will come in your mailbox Monday morning.

 

As I have always created a form of ‘preamble’ to help us all keep our focus.

What I will be disclosing on Monday will be unsettling to many. Some may act in an unnecessarily frantic demeanor, but it is in no way designed to give some form of reckless shout of Fire-Fire-Fire, or Red Alert-Red Alert- Red Alert as we have seen some undisciplined and often charlatan-players perform. –

No. What will be disseminated is the probability of unfolding events based on the ’science of cycles’, and on ancient text which has been passed down for centuries of generations. It is of the utmost importance for each individual to use your gift of ‘discernment’; And for some of you old-timers out there – to use your learned skill of ‘critical thinking’.

I have been requested to make this urgently important message available to everyone at no cost. The problem is — if this was done, then it might be the last ability for Earth Changes Media to stay alive bringing you the utmost important information of the world, and which you need to know now.

So what I will do is make available this one time to split the cost with you. I will make available a 50% discount on our membership. Our rate is $49.95 For this one time, if you sign up now it will be $25.00. Sign Up Here: https://www.earthchangesmedia.com/amember/signup.php

 

***Mayan Message Release Date Will Be Monday August 3rd.

Now for some background on The Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’

My recent guests Mayan Elders Carlos Barrios and Don Delgado, has turned out to be a most important surprise. Although Carlos did tell me he brought with him for our interview a highly regarded Mayan elder to tell us of coming events based on Mayan prophecy; I had no idea of the caliber and respected standing Don Delgado has with the Maya people. He is one of the very few who is the translator of the Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’ (Mayan Prophecy).

What this means to you and me, is a direct connection to previously coveted knowledge of the "ancient ones" who have passed down their wisdom through petroglyphs, hieroglyphs, symbols and writings. Very few people are able to translate this Maya sacred language and decipher its meaning and how it applies for us today.

 

Folks, I would suggest to you we are truly gifted to be able to receive such knowledge from our ancient elders. It was just a few short years ago; we were not allowed to have such access to highly coveted information. It was believed we were not worthy of such knowledge and would most likely "mis-use" it for selfish needs. Furthermore, much of the so-called civilized world would belittle such wisdom only to ridicule. But probably most of all, it would pose a threat to modern religions, mostly Christians, and would have been declared blasphemous.

So there must be a reason why the wisdom and knowledge of our ancient ancestors are coming forward at this time. I suggest the reason is simple. It is because —- The Time is Now. We are living in the time of prophecy. We will witness its unfolding. We have the opportunity to embrace the changes, facilitate its amplification, to be part of its maturation bringing us into a new world. We have a choice: To fear and become powerless, or to embrace and become an interactive element participating in this transition.

THE BOOK OF ‘CHILAM BALAM’ OF CHUMAYEL

The Books of Chilam Balam form the most important part of this native Maya literature. Written in the Maya language, they reflect more closely the thought of the Maya than any other records that have come down to us. Not only do they contain a wealth of historical and ethnological information invaluable to the student of the pre-Columbian career of the Maya, but they also furnish a record of the reactions of the native mind to the European culture and of the manner in which the latter was adapted to suit its new environment. It is hardly necessary to dwell upon the value of these old texts to the linguistic student.

 

The translation of the Book of Chilam Balam of Chumayel depends primarily upon the reading given to the badly punctuated and often misspelled Maya text, and such a reading is based upon an extensive comparison with other similar texts. The difficulties of translation are not to be underestimated, but they can be greatly lessened by such a comparison.

The Books of Chilam Balam are the sacred books of the Maya of Yucatan and were named after their last and greatest prophet. Chilam, or chilan, was his title which means that he was the mouth-piece or interpreter of the gods. Balam means jaguar, but it is also a common family name in Yucatan, so the title of the present work could well be translated as the Book of the Prophet Balam.

During a large part of the colonial period, and even down into the Nineteenth Century, many of the towns and villages of northern Yucatan possessed Books of Chilam Balam, and this designation was supplemented by the name of the town to which the book belonged. Thus the Book of Chilam Balam of Chumayel is named for a village in the District of Tekax, a short distance northwest of the well-known town of Teabo.

This Prophet Balam lived during the last decades of the Fifteenth Century and probably the first of the Sixteenth Century 1 and foretold the coming of strangers from the east who would establish a new religion. The prompt fulfillment of this prediction so enhanced his reputation as a seer that in later times he was considered the authority for many other prophecies which had been uttered long before his time.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the true spiritual path. From all angles we see the result of the intellectual spiritual path. It doesn’t matter whether it is mainstream religion or various other spiritual traditions. There appears to be an overwhelming desire to conquer the spiritual through books, classes and workshops.

There are even those who wander from healing session to healing session and feel they’re on a spiritual journey when they are obviously on a journey to be healed by something outside of themselves. Certainly that is not to say that getting assistance in your healing from a spiritual healer, an alternative practitioner or using herbs and supplements to better your health is in any way a wrong path. Like the spiritual journey though the healing journey ultimately comes back to self and whether you are ready to allow any modality to give you the healing relief you seek.

More often than not a healing journey that has not come to any kind of successful healing is a calling to a higher spiritual quest and the soul is using the body to get you to pay attention to the true desire of the soul to raise its vibration. For many that start a healing journey that transitions into spiritual seeking, the natural tendency is to turn to books and outside authorities because that is the path that was taken to find answers to healing dilemmas. A journey focused on healing the physical though is not the same as a spiritual path.

A true spiritual path is filled with revelations. Each one builds upon those received previously. When too much research is done via books and workshops or visiting channelers the mind creates a belief system and when the person begins to have revelations the mind will attempt to force the interpretation of the revelation into the belief system already established. If someone exhibited extremely good discernment skills throughout the research time period then the belief system established would be a good one and no problem would be posed. I have rarely come upon someone who is that good at discerning however.

If you believe you may have already crossed the line of “too much information” and are concerned that this will corrupt your revelations the best course of action is to consciously practice not interpreting waking or meditative visions and dreams at all. Record them but assume nothing about them. Tell yourself that they will make themselves clear at a time and place when there have been enough revelations for a foundation separate from the previous belief system to stand firmly on its own. Allowing an open mind in this fashion can release previous limitation for a willing soul. This is the way that those who have been immersed in a particular religious dogma all their lives overcome the teaching they have received and find the core truth that started the religion to begin with. Often those in this situation keep all their revelations to themselves or they are ostracized within their religious community and others will attempt to bring them back in line with the group belief system.

A path of revelation is not an easy one. Particularly in the Metaphysical / New Age / Pagan philosophies there are many who want to be different. They are seeking to be perceived as special. They want the gifts more than the truth and many of them want the gifts in order to sell themselves so they can support themselves in a way they perceive will be more joyous. In a world that values humans so little and values money so much understanding how people come to that emotional place is easy. Having a gift however does not make you spiritual or put you on a spiritual path. Joining a coven for example is no different than joining a church in that is doesn’t mean you actually know anything. It is more than anything an expression of community and friendship, the true spiritual path requires only you.

I am always astounded by how many people will wax on and on about spirit and when you get into a deeper conversation you come to find they have no experience with spirit at all. They have read all the books they know the lingo and they think they are on a spiritual path. Because our world values book learning over other types of learning these are the most prevalent people to become the teachers and writers that then spawn another generation of people with no experience. They make a good living and are seen as the experts in the field while those who are actually on the path shake their heads in amusement and or disgust.

I know people who have incredible amounts of accurate spiritual information. Some of them have integrated a big chunk of it and have an amazing foundation for the rest of the path. The problem is they never take the rest of the path! They are unwilling to step away from the comfort level where they exist and allow themselves the time, or dedication to bring spiritual revelation into their lives. The reason this matters is that neither I nor anyone else who have received revelations can convey them to you. I can share my experience to the best of my ability but the majority of it is beyond word or teaching. It was felt, it was known in the moment. Often times in a long meditation with several revelations the memory of the events of the revelation are not even recalled intellectually by the time it is complete. It is integrated and becomes a part of you.

Many people have questioned me over the years about why I don’t lose faith. There are times I do lose faith is my first response, beyond that though is that even in those moments I know it is temporary and false. Inside of me I know I am simply processing feelings of fear or doubt but that it is just a feeling and not the truth. The reason I know this is because the revelations that came before these moments have created inside me something that is beyond the transitory emotions or frustrations of my mind.

I can’t count the number of people who are seeking proof. I doubt that any of them if they were to offer up a scenario that they would see as proof, and then that scenario came to pass, would accept it as truth or proof. The revelations you experience show you things beyond our normal senses so when it comes to proof, you know it has already been given within, and by the time it manifests without it is just the natural progression of what you already know and you don’t find it particularly impressive or necessarily noteworthy.

I know one person who makes a big deal of calling the rains and his services in that respect and expects big gifts to do this for people all the while saying he is doing it freely and accepting donations. One day another person who knows him as well and is a person of revelations, was saying it had been dry and he asked God for some rain quite casually, something he asks God for regularly and always receives. The conversation shifted to the other man and he was talking about his work as a rain caller. I said to him “you called the rains just today and you do that all the time”. He had so integrated this ability with his ongoing revelations that he never connected it with rain calling. The one who is out doing rain calling as a job is filled with ego about his ability that he has had since a child. The one on the path of revelation had developed the ability simply by aligning with God and Earth and knowing from his revelations that they will respond to every good request. He said “well I guess I did call the rains I never thought about it that way; I just can’t imagine why God would deny me rain where rain is needed when I asked, so I gave it no further thought.”

People are often in conflict with things I say on the blog and usually they are people with no direct experience with spirit. I get emails where people will blast me with the line “this book says…” There are a small amount of books out there written by people who are really on the journey, but once again just because they have shared their experience does not convey the truth of that true knowledge to the reader. The real point of anyone one on the path of revelation writing a book is to inspire others to go within and perhaps to help them form a basic foundation of terminology to help them understand what is happening to them as they progress. If you read those books but then go no farther you are simply occupying your mind like the reading of a book on any other subject. It is not necessarily a bad thing as a whole. It allows some people to be well rounded or even open minded but it cannot replace the true work.

The main reason people avoid the true path is fear. It is not for the faint of heart. It is hard. You will have to face all your inner demons, all your family issues, all your pain. At some points in that process you may experience physical illness attempting to process this inner darkness to raise your vibration. Some people die during one of these times others come close to death many times over the course of 20-40 years of processing. Being enlightened is the moment of seeing there is something more then the obvious life most people see. When you know there is something more you cannot stop knowing it. The question is will you then pursue that by seeking within until all of God’s truth has been revealed? That is the path.

Anyone can wake up (be enlightened) very few do anything about it, some attempt to go back to sleep. Some try and cope with just knowing there is something more by blocking out time with mind altering substances. I have never met a person that has received revelation that did not reach a point where they knew they must no longer ingest any mind altering substance. Only so much can be revealed under the influence, the rest of the revelations will not come until you are sober so your vibration can continue to rise to the level of those revelations. Just intellectually knowing this one issue itself is enough to stop many people from even attempting to take the path. They are not willing to give up their stress relief and in all honesty I understand why they want to keep it. Even those of us who have been on this path a long time wish we could step off for a week or a month, take a spiritual vacation, as it were. I really don’t have a problem with people who choose not to take this journey. I do have a problem with them claiming that they are taking it when they are clueless, let alone the arrogance of thinking they are qualified to teach it to others when they are not doing it themselves.

I’m not sure why this is on my mind this week. I have been thinking a lot of how easy it is to be swayed by the thoughts, feelings and fears of those around us. It is easy to substitute the belief of a group for your own when you want to feel close and bond with others. Spiritual community whether a church or a drumming group can be a nurturing loving thing. It can also become a detriment to the truth path as you attempt to fit in and mold your revelations to be acceptable to those whose approval you want or need. Often times the path is lonely no matter how much time you spend with others because there is no way to share these elements of your knowing that have become you. On the rare occasion you meet some one else who has gone though the same levels of revelations as yourself and the joy in the kinship is amazing.

All I can say for sure is that the levels of revelations I have been though have left me knowing without doubt that it is all worthwhile. No matter how much pain and difficulty I have been though on the journey, I would not go back and take a different fork in the road that left me asleep, or left me enlightened but doing nothing about it. There is something alive inside me that grows with every revelation and propels the further work. It radiates with the forthcoming commencement. It repels the fears and doubt of others and moves forward no matter the obstacles presented by the world. It seeks the daily balance between the burden of the knowing what is to come and the gratitude that is inherent in moving every step closer to divine expression.

We have moved into the final days of this cycle of the earth and building your foundation of revelations is more important than ever. What has been common sense in regard to things like earth changes is meaningless now. We each need to trust the inner self and follow that even when the advice seems counter intuitive or contradicts long held belief systems. You cannot trust intellectual knowledge for this time on earth it could only take you so far even in the best of times and the best of times are over. If you have been resisting the path of revelation it is time to get on with it or prepare to leave the planet. Although you are not required to take this path, those who will become the builders of the new world are all people who have chosen to take it.

I’ve been involved in a hot topic in a email group I am part of because I brought up the subject of “do for”. Spirit has talked about “do for” for years, it is one of those spiritual concepts filled with subtlety. It all started with a discussion of the ETs and why they are not giving us any help. I tried to define what is or isn’t help. Just because we think we need help and ask for help from outside ourselves, doesn’t mean we actually need help. Often when we ask for help, we are in fact not wanting to look inside and find out that we already have the ability to respond to the situation. I started asking why we humans felt the need for help from ETs. Why is it that we are always looking outside ourselves and not taking responsibility for the conditions on earth?

We are incredibly powerful beings. The dark forces are in control only because we refuse to see, develop and use our natural divine power to stop them. Instead we CHOOSE to continue to be victims and seek someone else to do it all for us. I noted that the ETs know that to help us, would be to disempower us because they DO know our power and ability to take care of this situation on our own. It is much like a parent knowing what is best for his or her child. The child may beg, cry and even throw a tantrum, but a good parent won’t give in and will continue to tell the child NO. Our space brothers also continue to say NO, no matter how many tantrums we throw and how much we beg and cry and think we not only need but deserve and expect their help.

I have never given much time on the site to the whole ET thing, reason being is that it distracts us from the real work of going within. Most of the ET information is disinformation and a great number of people who get deeply into it just get lost in the maze of dark energy crap. Most of the ET stuff is in fact about the terrestrials, the reptilians and greys who were never from anywhere other than earth. Humans of the dark forces created them. They were created for the purpose of controlling earth at a second level under a group of elite human controllers, but the humans that created them never envisioned that through a series of earth change events, they would take over the top level of control. As I have brought up previously the reptilians have been destroyed over the past year by enacting some new spiritual energies. The greys left several years ago when they made a deal with Creation to come into the light and in response creation would build them their own planet. They currently are split, between some who are in a school of sorts and others who are in a stasis state off planet. Eventually the two groups will switch, so that by the time their planet has been built they will have all been schooled.

There is so much hype about the reptilians that people aware and afraid of them refuse to believe they are now dead. This spiritual technology even worked on the reptilian DNA of the leaders of the world and their lineage who are hybrids. The reptilian DNA in their DNA chain started to die out over the course of months. Those with less of this DNA where able to replace with human DNA in the natural process of turnover. Those with a Lot of reptilian DNA, are suffering and ageing rapidly. Many have died or are in the process of dying. The plans of the dark forces are now all in the hands of human form controllers. Their reptile handlers missing, their plans have been easier to expose and thwart. This does not mean we should underestimate them however. There are no ETs that will attack earth in an attempt to take over so any scenario leading that direction is a false flag event. We have through the reptilian and grey lineage a massive amount of technology here on earth that the average human is not being told about. The sightings of ships and formations are our own ships and technology.

The conversation went on to discuss Universal Law, there was banter about no rules existing and there being no laws therefore the idea that ETs could not interfere or intercede in earth business was not true. To that I say unfortunately that is just more wishful thinking and a desire to not take responsibility for our own mess. It seemed to upset some that I suggested we have responsibility in this mess at all. That if we were going within and doing our own work in any significant number this mess would be over by now. That we have allowed the controllers the power they wield does not sit well with those determined to be victims. That is not to say many are not caused massive harm daily, I myself have been attacked and almost killed several times. I do not see myself as being a victim however, I see those attacks as acknowledgement that I am evolving and they obviously have wanted over the years to scare me and make me turn back. When you know that you are on the right path though you don’t turn back and you learn out of necessity to protect yourself. You will not be deterred or frightened away from continuing the journey.

It is similar to the current governmental situation in the United States. The constitution has been completely undermined with laws like the patriot act and executive orders from multiple presidents, and we now live in a fascist state instead of a representative republic. For those not paying attention, we NEVER lived in a democracy. My point is the reason we now live in a fascist state is because WE THE PEOPLE did not defend our constitution. We wanted our government to “do for” us and protect us from supposed terrorists at any price. Now we are beginning to see what the price is. Like on the spiritual level it is simply because we CHOOSE to be afraid of our own power. We have the numbers. If we wanted to restore our constitution and throw the treasonous scumbags out of office, we could wander into Washington D.C. and do it without problem. If we were not afraid of our own power, any, and all, government would be afraid of WE THE PEOPLE and would never act in any way not allowed by and overseen by us. Instead we have allowed this birth of fascism in the United States and we will whine and complain about being the victims of such.

Wanting to “do for” another person or wanting another entity, whether it be a government entity an ET or another human to “do for” us gets muddled into concepts like courtesy, help and compassion. An example was offered of a car being stuck in a puddle and someone coming by and helping to push the car out of the puddle. It was surmised that this was somehow the same as ETs helping earth! Stopping and helping your fellow man push a car out of a puddle is common courtesy. You don’t even have to have compassion to do that.  It is a trained response taught to us (or not) by our parents. Like saying excuse me when you burp. Certain behaviors about interaction with our fellow humans come from the particular society in which we were birthed. What is courtesy in one society may even be offensive to another society. This kind of help was being held out as a reason why ETs or high spiritual beings should help us. I’m sorry but this argument is about as flat as an argument can get. The next argument offered was about feeding starving children and the implication that I thought we should just not help them because of my comments on the necessity to be careful of the “do for” issue. This is an absurd argument too. Anyone who has read anything on this site certainly knows my take on basic human rights. Food, clothing, shelter, medicine, and education to me all fall under this category and dark forces have always tried to keep these things from the masses. It is an act of compassion to try and bring these basic human rights without ego to those who don’t have them. This is NOT “doing for”

Doing for is not born out of true compassion. It has two components one is the desire to be seen as a “good person” by society. Most charitable workers actually fall into this category whether the work they do is “do for” or within the realms of an organization started by a person out of true compassion. The other is the Ego based aspect in which people do things for others for their own ego gratification. When I say the issue of “do for” is subtle, it is because the greatest issues that come forth are actually in our interpersonal relationships. One person trying to keep another person sober for example, whatever their motivation, is an act of doing for that causes harm. It disempowers the alcoholic and gives them the message that they are not capable of keeping themselves sober. You could give two people the money to go to college and one could be a beautiful gift, a hand up, and the other could be disempowering someone who needed to do it on their own in order to learn key life lessons.

I have said many times that it can take lifetimes of practice to understand the subtleties of when you are actually helping someone and when you are causing them harm while telling yourself you are helping them. Apparently this whole concept was one that many had never been exposed to and found very offensive. It was immediately attacked as lacking compassion, but the reality is true compassion requires you to know consciously exactly what you are doing and why. It requires you to not act out of your own ego needs, or out of your own unhealed emotional issues. There is enormous confusion as to what compassion even is. Most people confuse compassion with sympathy and empathy. While having compassion requires the ability to be empathetic, to see an issue from another’s point of view, compassion has no attachment to the situation while being able to understand it and feel immense love for the person going through a difficulty. Sympathy is going there with the person.

If the person is in a mud pit, the sympathetic will jump right into the mud with them, which helps no one. Compassion understands the mud pit and has the wisdom to stay out of it. Compassion looks at the mud pit situation from every angle and goes within to determine whether the higher self and God Core find it appropriate to offer a hand out of the pit or whether the same feels the person more than capable of climbing out themselves. The danger of “doing for” and not understanding this aspect of yourself and your family of origin is this. There will be a person in your life always in the mud pit, there will be others in your life telling you that not to help them out makes you a bad person, lacking compassion. More often than not it is all a manipulation. The person may have even jumped into the mud on purpose knowing you would succumb to the guilt, and when you hold out your hand they will pull you in to the mud with them. Processing to the core you will hit the “do for” wall. You will be presented with the challenge of discerning when you are acting in compassion and when you are being duped by all the emotional baggage that gets caught into “do for” situations. When you misjudge you will find yourself in the mud and have to pull yourself out yet again. You will be accused of being cold, hard and lacking compassion along with several other things I won’t even repeat here as you see the traps and refuse to participate. People will be angry that you see through their manipulations and will try to turn it on you. They will refuse to see the soft compassionate side of you because it doesn’t help them. They will cling to their victimization while vehemently denying it! It’s not pretty and the same mud pit scenario can be applied to bigger human organizations and governments interacting with one another.

It seems that we have been trained to seek the savior. Religions seek a messiah or a return of a perceived previous messiah. Emotionally wounded people look for a savior in a spouse or friend instead of going within to heal their wounds. People look to governments, their own or another to save them from the corruptions and pains of a given society. We even seek the get skinny pill to save us from exercise and proper nutrition. Most frightening perhaps is our desire to have a pill, a drink or some other mind altering substance to essentially feel our feelings for us. Once we humans understood that some things in life were unavoidable. If you lost a loved one you would grieve and there was no set amount of time it would take. Now if you have been grieving for a whopping two weeks they want you to be medicated. The “do for” mentality doesn’t work on any level and it never has, but it seems we in western societies especially have elevated the savior complex of the “do for” issue to a fine art.

It is high time to question who benefits from this mind set. After all if we are waiting the arrival of our savior, a person, a thing, a drug, whatever the savior of the day is, we are stagnating. Stagnating people are not questioning or using the God given power they have. We will wait forever for the savior when every one of us is capable of saving ourselves right now.

So this is a little on the issue of “do for” and its implications. Maybe at some point I will dig through old writings with spirit and find some of the many examples they have offered over the years.

Do For: Always looking for something outside of us to do the work for us, or trying to do the work for someone else.

If you are truly interested in spiritual growth and or ascension I would suggest you stay away from the new age crap that passed for spiritual knowledge. I have talked in general about some of this before, but today it is on my mind again. When I posted about the latest in the endless slew of send out energy together to save the world schemes, I found on the site in question, various things that I thought needed to be discussed.

A lot of it centers around this issue of emotions. The site talked about how to protect yourself from psychic attack and that was a pure farce. It first listed someone who is angry at you as an attacker. I’m getting so sick of this endless attack on our emotions. Getting angry from time to time is NORMAL! We are human and lets face it, we have all been in situations where the person who is mad at us have every right to be angry, we’ve let them down in some way or not acted with integrity. The same is true on the other side of things; sometimes our anger is fully justified. When someone you trust tells you they are going to do something important and they don’t, it makes you mad. It’s really not hard to understand. Obviously there are times we get angry about something that was based on our own expectation that someone was going to do something and that person never agreed to do it, that is of course our own issue. This happens all the time however in this world and the answer is not to REPRESS our emotions.

Do we need to find positive ways to get our emotion out so it doesn’t cause harm, absolutely. Is it somehow wrong or unspiritual to ever have a moment of anger? HELL NO! Now the real issue with anger is the refusal to let it go. When I get angry at this point it doesn’t last long or linger with me. It moves through me, I acknowledge it, feel it and allow it to pass naturally. There can be anger that is held long term that could turn into a psychic attack or toxic living conditions if you live with the person, but this is not most anger that is felt and dealt with. In fact most likely these situations stem from anger repressed dealing with one person over a long period of time. Metaphysicians have always called these emotions “coming out sideways” as they often merge and will get directed at someone other than the originator. An example would be you have a long difficult relationship with your father, you repress that anger. Then you get married, repress similar types of feelings about your husband, until months later it is coming out sideways at everyone you care about. It could be directed at the husband and completely out of proportion to what you are actually feeling about the moment.

Repression brings on amazing levels of pain when those who are inadvertently encouraging it believe they are removing pain from their lives. The problem is denial, is denial, this whole “fake it til you make it” myth may work for some jobs or money situations but you can’t be dishonest with yourself and God and expect any spiritual growth. You may be able to fool your boss or John Doe on the street but God knows what you suppress and repress. These individuals and groups attempt to teach that some emotions are wrong and others right. If you think you are not supposed to be angry, you repress it, then you feel guilty. Guilt is the most damaging emotion any Soul or Spirit can place on themselves it is the very thing that sticks us into the wheel of reincarnation and prevents us from allowing ourselves to ascend.

When you are on a spiritual path there are many levels of self that have to be cleared, and it gets old fast. The deeper and more you repress what you feel the closer to the CORE these emotions get stuck. Every time you stuff an emotion that someone has taught you not to feel in one form or another, you stuff a whole bunch of guilt along with it. The more guilt, the deeper the emotion and its guilt go. Eventually everyone will have to clear their core issues, if not in this life in another and when you clear the core you have to clear the anger, or whatever other emotion and the guilt. The guilt is NASTY and the original emotion is way worse the second time around. Of course for repetitive issues it won’t even be the second time around for the general feelings it may be the 1000^th time but this time so close to the core it may be so painful you could manifest death in the process of attempting the clearing.

We have to give ourselves permission to feel what we feel. Feeling it is not the same as acting upon it. Say you have a moment where something so heinous has been done to you that you have a feeling of wanting to act out in violence. Allowing that feeling does not mean you are going to ALLOW yourself to be out of control and act on it. Repression does not prevent a violent action in fact repression increases the odds of a violent action taking place at some point when so many emotions are repressed that the conscious mind has a break. Obviously there are people with anger management problems that spew their crap all around and there are all kinds of programs to teach those people how to feel their anger and deal with it. Denial is not one of the techniques.

This doesn’t apply just to anger of course it is just the easiest of our complex emotions to describe in words. People tend to get an idea in their head of what a spiritual person would do or how an ascended person would act. First of all these are just ideas not based in any fact, and second of all they assume that if they act that way whether they FEEL that way or not that they will be spiritual and ascend. It doesn’t work that way. Ascending beings become less likely to become angered over time as they clear their own issues. You can’t pretend to be there and have it be so. In fact the pretending moves you farther away from ever getting there because you are not clearing the core and you are lying to yourself and to your God Self. God Self obviously knows the truth and these lies put a barrier between you. The truth is even a Dharlja can have a moment of anger. They are not immune, it is not common and it does not last because they do not hold or repress these types of emotions. At the end of this post I have included and excerpt of one such situation from the Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East Books by Baird T. Spalding.

Clearing the core is what is required to ascend, and some clearing must take place to gain any level of true enlightenment whatsoever. How can anyone who cannot even deal with their day to day emotions pretend to actually be clearing all the way to the core of their Soul. All emotion must be processed through consciously to proceed forward on a spiritual journey. It is in fact what 99% of the spiritual journey is. You cannot know yourself if you do not know and accept your own emotions, and certainly knowing yourself is a prerequisite to knowing your God Self.

When I see statements issued like this is the “no fear” way to do something, it is a red flag. Fear, like anger, is part of mortal human experience. It is in fact a great tool for our seeking. Getting to know yourself can start with past lives, and if you want to find a past life of significance then look into what you fear in this one. There is no mortal on earth free of fear. Some fear as mortals protects us from doing things that would end our experience before it is complete in this life time. There is a reason we are supposed to be afraid to walk right up to a grizzly bear as a mortal and try and pet it! DUH

We all have opportunities to face our various fears and these are some of our greatest opportunities for growth. There was a time in this life I had fear about the dark forces. As I faced this fear in various situations I came to know my own power. This is why I don’t fear them now. Had I not been willing to act despite my fear I would still be in a state of fear in relation to them, I would have missed my opportunity to know my own power by facing that fear. Many of the people on the planet that have fear of the ‘Powers That Be’ are fearful because of personal experience from other lifetimes. The power they hold in government and society as a whole is intense and many have perished in other lives at their hands. It is obvious why that would be a concern this time around as well. That fear will not be cleared by just saying “I’m not afraid”. Action internal and often external is required to face down a fear. The key here once again is spirit does not want us to feel GUILTY about having a fear. They don’t want us to feel guilty for our imperfect expression; because the more we feel guilty the further it moves us AWAY from our perfect expression. We have to know our imperfect self inside out and backward and be able to say it is ok, and I love me anyway, and God loves me as is, to move forward with a more perfect expression. Instead we have people the world over convinced that they have to be perfect first to be loved, the problem is you can’t just BE perfect. You already ARE perfect and you have to remove the layers of the onion that stand between you and that understanding. You can’t remove what you refuse to feel or look at.

The greatest fear of all is the fear of knowing. It is even greater than the fear of the unknown. Those who don’t want to see their own emotions and choose denial instead are those in the greatest fear. In outward expression they are the ones who don’t want to know what the governments are doing. Don’t tell them about the dark forces and the Powers That Be. They are so frightened that they truly believe if they don’t look it will not exist.

Spirit has always talked about the filtering down process. You can intellectually understand the whole of metaphysics and have no enlightenment what so ever! Every concept has to be filtered down through your consciousness to your core. Every concept has to traverse all the crap you have stuffed in there to do so. That is why you can know certain things at a deep level without having manifested the obvious outpouring of that knowing yet. It has to hit CORE. Some concepts are connected and multiple things have to all hit core in order for a certain gift or ability or complete understanding to manifest. As these concepts hit blocks of old emotions you have opportunities for clearing. This is not the kind of clearing you go to a healer for. These kinds of clearings must be done YOURSELF. No one else can process your shit for you. There is very little anyone else can do to even assist you. When we ask for assistance of the Dharljas in this matter, about all they can do is hold forth energy for you, seeing you in your perfection. Showing you a reflection, as it were, of your true self so you know what your core should look like cleared fully.

I have had several discussions with people about the various steps of the ascension process where I describe the Nirvana / Samadhi stage where all is bliss and how people get stuck there and never pursue the path beyond that point. The problem is that stage is the first real contact with the God Self it is blissful because you have been away from it, it feels great and you don’t want to leave it. People often work hard to achieve that stage and feel that they are then enlightened and have ‘made it”. That stage is only the beginning of the true path. That is when the real work begins and after you have activated several new energies the real work of clearing the core begins. It is often ugly and long and you may not feel very enlightened on any given day. People may accuse you of going backward when they themselves are the ones stuck in place accomplishing nothing. During this work is when you will be hit from every side. Dark energy will attempt to stop your progress and you will have no choice but to learn about your power to protect yourself. Your own emotional issues will attempt to stop you as they have almost taken a life of their own and believe they are you at the core. Humanity will NOT be your friend. Friends and family will fall away and maintaining relationships will become more difficult. Every relationship you have is based on some of these issues surrounding your core that is what has called these people into your life. As they are cleared the reason for some people being in your life ceases to exist. Sometimes the people feel their place in your life slipping away and they will sabotage your work to keep you at a place where you can still relate. The vibrational differentiation between you will increase and at some point it will be too great to maintain the relationship unless the other person is doing an equal amount of clearing.

You will start to become aware that most of the world does not see or “get” things that are obvious to you. You will find statements of simple truths are seen by many as you being “negative” whether you have any emotion attached to them or not because of the other person’s emotion. An example would be something simple like; “the government is corrupt”. To me this is a simple statement of truth, I have no real emotion attached to it, it is just what is. To someone naïve who believes in the government however it would be the ultimate negative statement. If they don’t have the information about the corruption, like vote tampering as a tiny example etc. then they do not have the ability to discern the statement as negative or positive. They will just assume it is negative because of their lack of knowledge on the subject. They BLINDLY believe in their government. The same thing is true when people blindly believe in Sananda, Ashtar or any other guru or dogmatic system. If you present them with a statement of fact they have no way to integrate the information because they have never asked questions or discerned the subject at hand.

It gets even more complex when you get to the level where the facts you have, come from within and you cannot point someone to a book or website as to the veracity of your fact. But when you are at that point you know your facts and you no longer care if someone else can validate these facts or not. This is a part of the path and it certainly will never make you popular and it is the point where so many people fall off the path because they cannot deal with the lack of acceptance they will receive within the general public, let alone the complete disgust they will get from 99% of the people who consider themselves spiritual seekers. Only a small percentage of spiritual seekers are seeking a personal relationship with God. Many are seeking acceptance within a spiritual society whether it be a church, a religion, or any kind of spiritual group. The rest are seeking power, and not the true God power of being a servant of the Creator and the abilities that brings forth naturally in the journey, but power over other people. That is what has allowed academia and credentials to take hold of the whole metaphysical paranormal movement through the New Age dogma that came to be. If you are truly seeking god you don’t need to be a Reiki Master to do healing! You don’t need to be a certified this or a certified that. No degrees are required. Just one hell of a lot of fortitude, commitment, faith and a willingness to be unpopular.

Another example was shown to me back in the days when I did some channeling. My guide Bestali’s take on earth changes brought forth shock and dismay in many. He would say that what difference does it make if millions or billions of people go HOME? This was seen as negative, when it’s just a statement of fact. Not one person has made a single rational argument on why we should save the whole population of earth. The fact is most Higher Selves have four or five potentials (souls) on the planet. That is a lot, that means approximately 4/5 of the human population could perish and every higher self would still have one person on the planet. Originally that came about as dark forces multiplied their planetary presence to give them more power. Light forces started to do the same so they would not be outnumbered. Ultimately that is over now and there is no point to continuing it further. The most common argument is to just say it is the compassionate thing to keep everyone here. Well is it compassionate to keep a sociopath on the planet through the changes locked up, before and after so they don’t kill? It may be an absurd example but the truth is there are a lot of sociopaths on the planet. Compassion for who is the question and why is it that death is seen as punishment. It is simply going home, if it’s a natural occurrence than what is the problem.

It would not be ok for we humans to kill the population and decide who should live or die. These decisions were made by the Creator based on vibration. Every person had the opportunity over thousands of life times to raise their vibration, there are no victims here. Many of us who are actually doing the internal work are now being accused of lacking compassion. We are the very ones who were here lifetime after lifetime doing everything we could to HELP them raise their vibration but hey TIME IS UP. They had their chance we did everything possible to assist them and now it is between them and their Creator. How can that be a lack of compassion? Many of us sacrificed our own ascension several times to continue to help raise the consciousness of as many as possible. It is the same group that has fought and won the dark forces for the good of ALL. People with small world views want to tell those who have been holding the big world view that they lack compassion when in fact they don’t even understand what is happening, why it is happening, and what has been done on their behalf over millennia to save this planet from being imploded like Leanar (the planet where the asteroid belt is now).

Going to the core and doing the work means you are going to be hit with these thoughts, ideas, fears and so forth from the mass consciousness EVERY DAY. They will hit you with this as they simultaneously tell you that you are not allowed to feel anything, know anything, and express anything. This is the work! It is difficult and not understood, and for the most part you will stand alone in the mortal, not understanding a world full of people and them not understanding you. The ascended ones, the Dharljas will be there for you offering encouragement if you allow it, but this path is not mystical foo foo readings and paranormal phenomena. It is not about being the cool “spiritual” one. It is not a path for the faint of heart getting to the core of self, but fully expressing the divine when the path is over is the Creators desire and plan for all of us. So eventually it is a path all will have to take. Denial has no place in the journey. So don’t tell me that I have to be fearless and never get pissed off, or never say a bad word about anyone or anything, because that would just prove to me that you haven’t even begun the path. If you are looking for sainted rose pedals lining a shining path where only loving words will be spoken well you are just clueless and I suggest you get over it so you can move on and humanity as a whole can shift consciousness to the higher vibration where it belongs. This will not happen MAGICALLY it will happen by one person at a time being willing to ignore that crap and do the work no matter how hard it is!

Excerpt from Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East by Baird T. Spalding Vol. 3

Almost at once the condition changed. At first a startled look came over her face, than it changed to the same kindly expression that we were accustomed to, and there swept over us such a wave of compassion that we rushed to the prostrate form on the ground. Our hostess was bending over him, her hand clasping his. Again we were mystified and could only say, “will wonders never cease?”

The man soon regained consciousness, was helped to his feet, and was made as comfortable as possible on a bench near by. He absolutely refused to enter any of the houses.

Our hostess then apologized for the vehemence which she had expressed, noting the effect it had upon us. Our flesh was quivering and it required some time for us to regain our composure.

She explained that this man was the leader of one of the most notorious bands that infested that portion of the Gobi. His name, If mentioned at all, was spoken with awe, as he was the most fearless and ruthless of characters. His familiar title literally translated meant “Consummate Black Devil released from Hell.” His features portrayed “en masque” were kept in many villages and worn by those participating in the ritual of driving the evil spirit from the village and it’s inhabitants.

Our hostess had contacted this man on two former occasions when attempted raids had failed and each time he had evidenced the deepest hatred for her and our friends in general, going out of his way to harass them and sending violent messages from time to time, which they ignored completely. His sudden appearance alone had brought the past indignities to forcibly before her that she, for the time being, had lost control of her emotions.

Having full regained her composure, she walked over to the man. At her approach, he made a futile attempt to raise, but was only able to draw himself together and sit more erect, the picture of abject fear. Hatred was delineated in every movement of his body, which was trembling as though stricken with palsy. Our hostess, now cool and collected, with no trace of fear or emotion, her face, features, and body as wonderfully cut as the most delicate cameo, presented an amazing contrast.

We wanted to remove the man at once and, although his thought was not expressed, our hostess raised her hand commanding silence. Our Chief realized that she was in charge of the situation and that anything we would attempt to do would only place us in a ludicrous position. We withdrew out of hearing while our hostess talked in low and quiet tones for quite some time before the man answered a word.

As he spoke, the lady motioned us to approach. We sat on the ground before them, glad to make any move that would relieve the tension of suspense. The bandit explained that he had prevailed upon his superior leaders to allow him to come as a peace emissary to treat with the people for the surrender of the supposed treasure that was concealed in the Tau Cross Temple. If the inhabitants would surrender the treasure, the bandits would agree not to molest them further, would agree to release all their prisoners (of which they claimed there were over three thousand) and would immediately leave the country and never again molest the inhabitants of the valley.

Our hostess told him there was no treasure that would be of any value to them. A thorough explanation of the fact was gone into, with an offer to conduct him through all the rooms of the Temple or any place he wished to go. He flatly refused this proposition, saying that he feared they would hold him as hostage, and no assurance upon our part could break down this fear.

Our hostess reassured him of our sincerity and he suddenly became convinced that we were honest in our statements. Then a situation difficult and alarming for him arose. He told us that he was the instigator of this plot and had fired the imaginations of the other bandits with the zeal for possessing the treasure and that he had painted a lurid picture of the fabulous wealth that would be theirs should he succeed. In fact he and his father had held their band together with promises of the possession of this treasure. He was the chief of the band that had consolidated with five other bands to carry out this raid.

The crux of this situation was that if he should return to his band with the information that there was no treasure, he would immediately be branded as a traitor and, as such, would be dealt with accordingly. He could not deter the band from the contemplated attack, as they would not believe him on account of his zeal in pressing the situation up to this point.

There is a bit more to this story in Vol 3 starting mid page 29

ankatara said in a comment to Yelena Yelena Yelena OMGFirst, it is the the JOB and purpose of our various bodies to provide us with information. That is how they Serve Us. If we get too close to a fire, our physical body will convey that information so that we can make the choice to step away, or not.

The purpose of the emotional body is at least as vital to our well being as the above example…it gives us INFORMATION, which is ideally not to be judged by us as either good or bad, but simply is. In part, it lets us know when a violation has occurred so that we can take remedial action, either inner or outer, or both…or at least that was the design. However, due to various sources of fear, including powerlessness, whether real or imagined, people instead go into suppression and denial. Ultimately, that leads to suppression, denial and rejection of their connection to SELF…and then the Servant becomes the Master, rather than the other way around.

One reason that people suppress feeling is that the negative ones usually are accompanied by fear of their own powerlessness, fear of losing control or getting lost in that negativity or negative charge. Feelings are designed to come and go quickly, that is part of the information generating system. IF, someone is stuck in a feeling or it feels overpowering, and finds they cannot get back to their Center, than something is up AND that is information for us in itself, to dig deeper. However, this is often when denial kicks in.

I completely champion Engtovo’s right to feel what was “there” for her, in fact, that is her and our “job”, as I see it. However, I also felt that there was a fair amount of disrespectful expression of it. Go back and read her initial post and imagine that you were the receiver of it. Do you pick up on love and respect, or something else? (yes, i know, the “something else” is always some sort of distortion of love.) Many of the statements in the post are inflammatory and would typically result in DEFENSE from the one receiving them, and that would at least be understandable, in my book. This is the basis for most wars, either personal, or global. (or, in reading it, did you, even if very briefly, feel a slight sense of relief that it was not aimed at you BUT at someone else? and of course, separation is an illussion) Many of the statements were purely subjective as well and the truth of the statement would change based on the perceiver. AGAIN, I am not saying that Engtovo was right or wrong in her perception, because that is very much personal to her, only that her delivery, communication and response was not necessarily in keeping with harmless intent. Imagine yourself receiving that response on a public forum…at the very least it could bring up a sense of humiliation and degradation, (disrespect) and because those are uncomfortable feelings to feel, and also because Engtovo is in the role of the authority figure on this forum, it would be very common to bury and suppress the feelings I just mentioned, along with the many others that could come up. Instead, drawing some boundaries would have avoided Engotovo’s feelings from escalating to the very obvious level of frustration that was going on for her, which leads to this type of personally intended and generated expression, WHILE still being true to herself relative to her own perception and internal signals.

I believe that the quote Mitch provided sums it up nicely. YES, know what’s going on with you and be in receivership of the information and signals that are being provided by our servants, the various bodies, AND maintain your ideal, with respect to intent, at least when possible, as that is the road, to me, of impeccability. However, as one gets supercharged by having avoided previous signals, it is then that knee jerk reactions ensue. Speaking personally, I would usually prefer a knee jerk reaction from myself and others rather than further suppression, because the discomfort of the event passes, but the information, knowledge, awareness, and resulting discernment lives on. I have often received lots of helpful information through them, (k j reactions) both about myself and others. However, some knee jerk reactions can also reach devastating levels of harm to all concerned, as seen in the news headlines, which is beyond the scope of this posting, but does carry within those events similar energy dynamics and principals.

And Asahi, I have to guess that by your your use of the term “casual inquirers” you are alluding to, or at the very least, including me? That is certainly your right, but do you really believe that you have adeqate information to make such a blanket statement and personal conclusion? Not to mention that the qualities of “love dedication and truthfullness”, as you say, are aquired, and I don’t think it makes someone “lesser than” if they are in the process of that aquisition. In fact, I believe that it takes a humble and gracious spirit to acknowledge and make any course corrections that may be required of us in pursuing those qualities. Still, that is, of course, for you to decide for you, but it seemed rather odd, and maybe I am asking for clarity directly from you rather than making my own assumptions or guesses, because I typically do not do well with passive aggressive or cloaked kind of remarks, and as a result, am aware that I could be off the mark. (which in archery terms, is called a “sin”, by the way) I am glad, however, that you spoke! Keep Going! With respect to your pervading sense of hopelessness, my heart goes out to you as I do understand and sense your despair in that. I want to point you to an article on this site, it is in the “channel” section and I believe it may actually be titled something like Hope and Hopelessness. Within it is a Key for getting out of that particular crazy making cycle or merry go round system of mind control. And, if that is what you want… So Be It and So It Is Done, NOW.

With Gratitude for ALL

Funny thing is ankatara, you are the one who is left with the charge from the Yelena post, and I don’t think it has anything to do with Yelena. I think it is simply a reflection of your fear of public humiliation, and your expectations of how I should behave. You are projecting your feelings onto Yelena and then assuming that is how she felt. You didn’t even see all of the interaction with Yelena. The woman was like a spiritual stalker and an energy sucker. If you think I was rude and mean you have no clue of the things I could have brought up but didn’t. Quite frankly not only did Yelena have a reaction which she didn’t choose to express, but your reaction made me feel physically ill momentarily when I opened my email box your charge was so great. But ultimately this comes down to truth and it is often hard to hear, and sometimes painful, however hearing the truth always brings growth, not harm, no matter how hard it is to hear. We may not like it but it’s true. My whole family waited a long time to give Yelena space to grow and see if she could get past the energy sucking aspect as she learned more, over a year! That was an act of compassion that in retrospect was allowed to go too long.

When Bestali first made the runes for me they were very different than the rune cards on the site right now. They were HARSH, and left no room for interpretation. He made them for me specifically although a few other people used them from time to time. He wanted to move me through a large set of issues and he wanted to do it quickly. I would sit down with them ask a question and end up in tears, feeling oh so sorry for myself. The truth they told stung bad. But the next day, or the one after, I would pick those damn things up and do it all over again. I wanted the truth. I wanted to break through my illusions and denials and heal. Bestali and I had to have an immense mutual trust to do this together. I could have used them once and never went back as many others who tried them did. We both knew I would go back and we both knew I would not hold it against Bestali.

Bestali and I share this in common. There have been times in the past where there was an issue with a person and I just wanted to keep it all quiet, because I had the typical issues then of wanting to be liked and accepted. Bestali often had to almost twist my arm to get me to speak up and share my truth. Self expression has been a learned skill for me. I spent most of my life as the person who was always quiet and said nothing. Even when we started the channeling I could not wait to get out of body because the idea of speaking to a group of people terrified me. But the gift that has come from those years of quiet is this; when you are watching an observing you learn a lot. You see patterns of manipulation, you see control, you see ego and so on. It becomes very easy to peg someone’s issues. It is something I don’t even have to think about. The good news is we all have issues. It is time we stopped pretending that we are not ok because of it. There are only so many issues. Lets say for conversations sake there are 25 issues. We each have some combination of some of those 25. Because there are so few issues really, there are lots of people on the planet that even have the same combination that we have. So why is it we run around trying to hide them in shame? A great percentage of the population would go to any lengths to protect their issues as if a big chunk of us can’t see them loud and clear.

One person’s issues may make it hard for another person to relate to that person as their own issues get in the way. Some people have issues that effect whole groups of people. Yelena was one of them. This is not about Yelena being a bad person, and it never has been. Honestly I think if she ever gets serious about her spiritual path she will be thankful that she was shown things she didn’t want to see that day. I am thankful to Bestali and his Runes. I am thankful to my ex-husband for all the issues we surfaced together. We are both the better for it. Having hurt feelings in a moment in time because someone says something we don’t want to hear does not harm us as souls or spirits. If no one ever hurt my feelings in a moment by telling me the truth I can’t even imagine who I would be. Truth no matter how harsh, is ultimately always a gift. It is not as if I go around being harsh to people every day.

Of course this is also complicated within our intimate relationships. There are times when I intentionally hold back on saying something to someone I love, knowing they are not in a frame of mind to hear it in that moment. I’m sure they do the same with me. That is part of the art of being in any kind of personal relationship. In these cases though, it isn’t if I will tell the truth of my perspective to them, it is when. We live in a world with so many lies that we think truth is our enemy and we should be protected from it. That is a huge problem and I won’t be a participant in it. What I think is really fascinating are shows on TV that are just for entertainment purposes, are teaching some of this without even knowing it. If you watch American Idol or So you think you can dance, sometimes the critiques are HARSH. Not just the ones when people with no talent whatsoever are trying to get on the show but within the top 20 or so.

We watch these kids learn to take the truths offered and use them to get BETTER. They do it with grace and gratitude. There are people who try to get on those shows who are in such denial that they actually think they have singing or dancing talent! Is it better for them to wander through life clueless? I say this as someone who has the perspective that you don’t have to be good at something to do it. If you sing crappy in your car but love it, SING ON. If you want to put paintbrush to canvas and it gives you joy, but you suck at it from the perspective of the professionals, just don’t expect to sell your paintings or force your family or friends to hang them in their houses.

So what are all the adults so afraid of? Do they think they are going to have a nervous breakdown if their feelings are hurt? Maybe they think that being an adult excuses them from ever having to hear truth again. Who the hell knows. All I know is it is rare to meet a truly honest person, when I do, it is something I respect. If you read the number one complaints from men about women, its that they lie and play games. The number one complaint from women about men ummm same thing! I find it amazing that the thing we complain about the most, lack of truth, is the thing we are most determined to defend. So I can only leave you with this ankatara, what are you afraid I will see in you and reveal to the rest of the people who read the blog? What are you trying to hold that close to your heart and keep hidden? I get the fear. I had a whole book full of poetry and song lyrics, many of which were all the pain I felt after my daughter’s stillbirth. Before Bestali helped me do this healing work I burned them all one night, because I had the thought that if I died the next day I didn’t want anyone to see them. Not even my family! That is how protected I kept myself and my pain, my issues and my denials. Now I put all my poems on the internet for one reason only, to prevent myself from closing up that tight ever again. It really doesn’t matter if anyone reads them, it’s that they can.

Stop hiding! When you hide your issues, and the things other people may think are ugly you hide your beauty too. I don’t believe anyone went away from this blog thinking Yelena was a horrible person, even if they understood my points. I certainly won’t censor myself in order for anyone who reads this blog to be able to accept me. Been there done that, spend years of my life afraid to express anything. I won’t live in fear, or allow the expectations of someone else determine how I express myself. It doesn’t matter whether the expectation is of me personally or an expectation of how a “spiritual” person should act. I get the feeling you are always playing the role of the peace maker. You don’t have to make things OK for other people. In fact in reality you can’t, it is an illusion. I think you would be amazed how free you would feel if you just let it go.

I woke up pondering more about the Anger issue and feeling like there was more to be said on the matter.  One reason is someone close to me has had lifelong anger issues. So I was pondering what I had expressed before about owning and expressing anger in a safe way, and or transforming it into something positive, and the differences between that and how this person’s anger expresses.  The comment below that was recently posted got me to thinking about the deep resentment aspect of anger that can rip apart a marriage, or other intimate relationship.  It also got me to thinking about what he calls righteous anger.

What I have  learned about anger is that it is a useful emotion so that you will take a look at yourself and keep your mouth shut about others.   It really works for a successful marriage.   Righteous anger like the kind Jesus showed is a spiritual quality versus the anger that most of us feel all the time which comes from the ego.    The latter is what most people get in trouble about.

I was laying in bed thinking about the resentful ranging anger, we have all felt it.  It’s horrible, it’s consuming, and wrenching.  Then I thought about how my anger feels when I am all fired up, and  pissed off about new agers making my work harder for example.  Inside me having felt both, these are two completely different feelings.  I laid there the longest time wondering if there were any words to describe the difference between them that I felt.  The second one inside me is more like passion, it’s intense but fleeting.  It is expressed in words, in song, in a discussion with someone I’m close to, the writing of a poem and it’s gone.  It rarely survives even a day.

The first kind and it’s depth seems to be either a situational anger that can pass as the situation changes, or this ongoing raging that becomes toxic in nature.  The person that I am close to that has this anger inside likes to express it at other people.  This is obviously the toxic aspect that then eats away and destroys aspects of his intimate relationships.  We have had many conversations over the years about this element of his personality and how it does not serve him.  He has a great deal of spiritual knowledge and yet this one element seems to stop him in his tracks.

So how does one such as he own his anger and express it in a non harmful way or transform it?  Oh the making of so many conversations!  Over the years I have seen several elements in his anger that really are the core to me.  One is control.  He has a desire to control the outcome of things that are not controllable.  He has an immense level of fear, and he chooses not to trust his higher power.  All three of these things are obviously connected and the source of the anger.  He hasn’t shown a real desire to delve into those things and work them through.  This leaves him with an unending amount of anger expressing through.

I can only think of a friend I met several years ago online who worked with the right use of will material.  I have never read the material, but everything I have heard I really related to.  This friend was going through a horrible time in his marriage, his wife was unfaithful and in his open mindedness he even agreed to try polymory.  He was filled with anger and rage and introduced me to his version of RAGING.  he would go out into nature and scream, yell and rage, kick things around, and keep going until he exhausted himself and felt emptied or was left in tears that came until he was emptied.  He did this several times a week during this period and it worked for him.  He moved through the rage and when he was done, he decided that he wanted something different from a marriage than this wife was willing to offer, and divorced and moved on with his life.

I often wonder if this raging technique could help this other person’s anger.  What cautions me in this thought is the knowing that he seems to want to keep his anger, and knowing that he has these deep core issues from which this anger springs, that are not being dealt with.  So how do we heal or deal with an issue of wanting to control God’s plan in life?  For me I have always had a willingness to move through God’s plan.  I know I am one puzzle piece in this huge amazing puzzle.  All I have to do is my piece.  Some times I want the details of what it is that I am doing and none come, and I do it anyway.  Years later I may be shown what that was about and I find it all so fascinating.

Other people may say, well if you can’t tell me what I am doing this for, than I am unwilling to do it.  You have the right to do this, but when you do you get left out of the puzzle.  So that element comes down to being willing.  What makes some of us willing to allow God to move us through life, and other people unwilling to trust God’s plans.  I really can’t answer that question.  The reason being, that not being willing is foreign to me.  I see it in other people, I see the anger it causes them, the pain, I recognize it, but I don’t understand it.

This same element of willingness comes into our trust in spirit.  I am not the most trusting person on the earth.  However, I have an amazing trust in my guides and our relationship, that many people in my life don’t understand.  To me it is quite simple, they have always been there for me, no questions asked 24-7.  They have never expected me to be anything other than I am, in the moment.  If the moment is not great, they will tell me “all is well” and “a better moment is coming”.  I have talked at length with people about this inner relationship, but there is no way to truly convey the things unseen.  My guides are my best friends, they are hilariously funny, kind, gentle and filled with love.  At times they are not afraid to give me a good talking to, if I am wallowing.  I am filled with gratitude that I have this gift in my life of their friendship and we have this amazing mutual respect.

When I come upon the unwilling, I see suspicion and and unwillingness to open the heart even to one’s own guidance.  It just makes me want to yell “hey you chose the guide how dare you not trust him/her now!”  What causes this level of fear?  How do we then find an appropriate outlet for the fear so;

the fear can pass
the heart can open
the trust and willingness can be born
and the anger and resentment that eats the soul can be released

If only I had an answer to that one!  The problem is a hundred solutions can be offered but the person dealing with this issue has to be WILLING to use one. So it would appear that complete unwillingness is a terminal condition?  I guess if I thought I had a terminal condition caused by myself I would be one unhappy camper too.  I believe there has to be  a breakthrough somehow.  I am not one to believe anything is terminal.  It is the quirk of my spirit I am the biggest cynical optimist you’ll ever meet.  I have no faith in humanity, but my faith in God is so strong that I don’t need to trust humanity.  Ponder that one for a while

So where’s the breakthrough and does it have to be a big nasty spiritual slap upside the head?  I guess in this post I am putting it out there to you all.  Have you been there?   Did  you have a personal breakthrough that moved you into remission of this terminal disease, of unwillingness born anger.  If so I would like to hear about it and more to the point I would like this person in my life hear that it can be overcome.  There is nothing like the story of someone who has been exactly where you are, and moved beyond it, to help inspire.  Maybe you, yeah YOU, reading this is the inspiration he needs.

So maybe my pondering on anger has really become a call for healing.  I have been able to offer this person little, as the appearance of ease with which I traverse my path (which is an illusion) is one of the things he resents.  So with willingness and trust I am handing this desire to see him have a healing breakthrough over to the whole.  He has amazing gifts he could offer the greater puzzle and I would like to see them interwoven in the Creation.  It is out of my control and I give it over.

Completion is a rather illusionary concept as you move through your life and issues.  It appears to the average metaphysician that an issue has been completed with absolute clarity only to find months, or years later that another version of the same issue is ready to be tackled yet again.  Take heart, completion does indeed exist.  There will come a time when you have truly reached the core issue for a plague of fears and problems that have followed you around for the greater part of you life in various degrees of severity, so to speak.  Oft times these stubborn issues come to completion with the realization that they are far different than what was previously understood.  Let us speak for a moment of Tatiacha, as it is a fine example of that which we speak and we know she won’t mind…

There have been issues that we have worked with her diligently on for the past 10 years.  She saw them as separate issues, control for example, abandonment, neediness, clinging, you understand the nature of what we are saying here.  These she learned to own and to examine.  She looked deeply at the relationships of her birth family.  How she relates with her siblings as well as her relationship with her parents.  She gleaned out these issues, and others, and searched for their origin and original cause.  Some issues she found past life patterns and connection were involved.  Others were clearly related to parental patterns.  She looked at the passing down of the legacy of these behaviors from her parents to herself and her siblings and on to the next generation with her sister’s 3 children.  Vowing to heal them before she would pass them on to children of her own.  This dogged determination on that front brought her to face, dead on, many unpleasant belief structures in herself and those she loves. 

She would lament of the never-ending barrage of yet the same lesson disguised as something different.  The same types of people coming in and out of her life to reflect the core issues that she was, as yet, unaware of.  Some things are easy to spot.  Find anyone who doesn’t have a controlling person somewhere in his or her family.  But find someone who understands the origins of that person’s control and the pattern there set and this would be a rarity indeed.  It is these origins of what are the obvious personality expressions, that we find to be not in our best interests, that are the real key, the real issue, the core issue.

If you know you have a pattern of control for example, you may have come to answer yourself in this way.  Why am I going through this again?  Well it’s that control thing I have going, when will I get over that and learn to let go.  That dear friends is a step in the right direction, but do not forget to keep stepping!  There is more, because when you will learn to let go is when you complete the inward journey that will allow you to understand why you have the control pattern to begin with.  Yes, likely there is a family pattern that you learned, but why did you choose that family?  How has having a control pattern served you?

Let’s get back to Tatiacha for a moment.  The pattern at hand that has unraveled this year is one with her father.  Abandonment is the obvious aspect, as well as what the family terms the oblivious factor.  Do any of you have someone in your family who is simply oblivious of what is going on with every one else around him or her?  Someone who forgets things that are important to the people they love.  Doesn’t write or call, not out of anger, he or she means to, but has the got too busy syndrome?  This is a family pattern with Tatiacha’s family.  It has caused a lot of pain to various members of the family and has recently come to a place in the sun for healing.  This is not a new pattern to anyone it is one that has been dealt with on many levels over many years.  Tatiacha’s ex-husband was a similar man also bringing much pain forth in this ritual family pattern. 

Now at a time of great emotional opening and after many times around the merry-go-round actively seeking to heal these wounds, a door is opened and the core issue is presented.  It was simple, almost too simple to fathom the intensity of its effect to this point in her life.  The greatest aspect of this healing is this; it is not simply about father, only reflected in his patterns.  It has fundamentally connected all of the other surface issues that she has been working on, and it has had a significant positive impact on her overall life plan!  Upon knowing this and understanding it, the letting go can begin.  The reasons for choosing these patterns as a Soul/Spirit being understood allow for it to be complete.  It has served its purpose well.  All of the players in this life can be thanked for their very participation in achieving the purposes of the divine within her.

No lesson has to continue to go on forever.  They are not however going to go away simply by wishing them away or denial of their existence.  It takes courage and perseverance to go within over and over again.  Digging deeply into the soil of your shadow self.  It takes true desire to know God through self.  What is true desire you may ask?  Let us explain it to you as we recently did to Tatiacha, to help her understand it in a new way that enabled her to see how other people participated in her own expression of true desire.

True desire always serves the whole.  In this we mean it is unselfish, even when it appears to some to be benefiting the self.  Example of this is doing what you know absolutely is right for you in your heart, with no intention of hurting anyone else, even though someone else may feel hurt, due to their own issues of wanting to control your actions.  Now of course this person(s) having the controlling desire will probably not see in the situation that their hurt is due to a desire to control you and will blame you for hurting them.  True desire understands your right to live free of emotional control.

True desire always brings you closer to God, it comes from your Soul/Spirit, not your head.  It is not about material things in nature although following a true desire may create a material manifestation of something that would serve the expression of the desire.  It is not about sexuality although it is very closely related to the creation process.  It is in essence a fire that burns deeply and brightly that fuels you on your journey through life.  You are all learning about your Soul/Spirit in life, even those who are consciously unaware.  A true desire may motivate one person to excel, as an Olympic athlete, the one who never gives up, never turns away, even in moments of doubt and discouragement.  A life given as a testament to the power of a life focused on the goal of the Soul/Spirit, even if the athlete is unaware that this ability to move forward undaunted comes from the God source within.  A true desire could be a Ghandi who has a vision of a more peaceful world and follows that vision all of his life forsaking other things.  A true desire is a couple determined to give their children a better life, no matter the adversities they face in the process.

Most every positive organization in the world started due to the true desire, the fire, of one person.  That true desire called forth others whose fires were stimulated to assist in its manifestation.

There are many people who came to experience the world without true desire in their heart.  Some floundering, finding it difficult to put themselves into any aspect of their life fully.  Some oblivious that there is something that burns inside of others that motivates them and lights their way through good and bad times.  Some come with a fire bright and allow it to be smothered by others around them, or allow it to go out from neglect or apathy.  Some come intending to find the time in their life to light the fire and keep it burning, and may or may not accomplish that intention.  Puberty is often time for true desire to flame, but sometimes is thwarted by authority figures in a young person’s life. 

It is never to late to kindle the flame of the divine within.  It requires only an intention to do so and honesty with yourself.  The fire will need to be tended and kept up, until it has reached a point where it takes on a life of it’s own.  Part of tending your fire is setting boundaries in your life and this brings us back to these issues of Tatiacha.  There are people in the world that feel threatened or lessened when they interact with those whose fire burns brightly.  They are unaware that the fire within is their own birthright and they can kindle the same in self.  These people subconsciously or at times consciously seek out ways to douse your fire. 

These are the people that Tatiacha found she surrounded herself with since childhood.  Her father and siblings, the men she got involved with.  Her mother had done the same, thus she was repeating a long pattern.  The two women together have spent a ten-year journey to find the core of this pattern, having to look at many other complexities of their mother daughter relationship in the process.  Now it is as simple as this.  Soul/Spirit choosing this pattern allowed them both to keep their fire alive and kicking.  How is this you may ask?  Let us say these are strong women in earth life and strong Spirits on the other side.  They both have an aspect of the divine within of knowing of the unlimited.  This knowing burned in the fire of true desire.  When someone tried to snuff their fire, they got mad and said NO.  Now, granted for years they had no idea what they were saying no to.  They only knew that it had to be said.  They found in this pattern that they could not count on other people in their lives and learned to count on themselves.  They choose this pattern to ensure that in these times of apathy they would not forget to tend their fire.  We tease Tatiacha that she kept it burning brightly at times out of spite for those who would like to see it go out.

The completion of this pattern in it’s fullness is not without pain, as the experience of the pattern in it’s totality has been painful.  Tatiacha has chosen not continue her relationship with her father.  Not out of anger, but out of knowing that his role in interacting with her Soul/Spirit is complete.  They have love in their hearts for one another, and yet true desire dictates that she does what she absolutely knows is right for her in her heart.  That is to be free of those who would want to see her fire go out.  It is this same desire that has fueled her whole path to Godself, and yet the transition is not without feelings of guilt, as society dictates that you have a relationship with all family members unless they have beaten or raped you, or some other such violation.  In truth you are all family, and the creator only wants you to hold love in your hearts for one another.  You are divine Soul/Spirits with the right to choose an environment for your lives that feeds your growth.  In this case the old environment did feed her growth, but now upon illumination would no longer serve this purpose.

In the 10-year process of moving this energy out of her life there have been other factors that have come into play.  The issue of lack and abundance for example is one oft talked about in metaphysical circles.  Lack stems from feeling that you have no ability to keep your fire burning.  When surrounded by those who are trying to douse your fire, is it any wonder you are grasping for wood?  Emotions involved in these patterns can often lead to feeling the fire is too difficult to keep going, much as trying to start wood that is soggy and wet… hopelessness, helplessness & despair often result.  Psychic attack and difficulties of this nature are like having termites in your wood supply leaving you needy and unbalanced.  You have the choice to move forward with your true desire and let go of these people and situations in you life.  Living free is your God given right.  It may take more time for some than others to move through these situations until they clear.  You are then ready to face any guilt you may feel, and make the choice that is right for yourself and yet wholly unselfish, as it is a choice bringing you closer to Godself which always serves the whole. In the illumination of this core issue, Tatiacha will be able to reach out to others and call into her life those who she can count on and build a foundation of healing that will serve everyone involved, as well as future generations.  This serves her Soul/Spirit’s life plan and meshes with the life plans of others in a way that serves God as her fire of true desire intended.

Yes my friends completion is possible right here and now, in this life.  Choose joy and fuel the fire of true desire to know the divine within and you will have the freedom of your divine inheritance, with all the rights and abilities that your inheritance affords you.

Blessings

Archemedes & Bestali through Tatiacha (now Engtovo)